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there is nothing even trivial enough in my thoughts right now for me to enter into livejournal. i feel that i need to express things but this very recent fear of others observing me and being exposed is keeping me from saying anything of importance here. i cant separate the idea of writing freely from the idea of others reading freely my thoughts.
no. ive never been comfortable with having people reading this and thats why it was secret and private for most of the time i had it until recently. and even before it was shared i never wrote exactly what i felt. i cant do that. i cant even do that in my private thoughts... whats the big deal? and look, now ive written something of no importance at all. all i have managed to do is badly express the feelings i have about my relationship to livejournal.
lauryl says i have to write something amazing about her. so, ok lauryl youre amazing. woot that was creative nay
no. ive never been comfortable with having people reading this and thats why it was secret and private for most of the time i had it until recently. and even before it was shared i never wrote exactly what i felt. i cant do that. i cant even do that in my private thoughts... whats the big deal? and look, now ive written something of no importance at all. all i have managed to do is badly express the feelings i have about my relationship to livejournal.
lauryl says i have to write something amazing about her. so, ok lauryl youre amazing. woot that was creative nay