Nov 15, 2004 10:58
WELL i'm sorry that i haven't posted in a while BUT there has been a good reason.!!i have realized i can't live without this one girl...and i love her more than anyone can imagine.!! FOR some reason i feel complete when i'm with her and she does to(hopefully).!! SHE is the anwser to all my peoblems...and the finishing piece to MY puzzle of life..!!!
I have went through this cold world
with many people that loved me
wanting me to love them back
...but i couldn't ...
i have went on dates and had great times
but it wasn't with you
YOU mean everything to me
your everything i want
and at the end OF MY JOURNEY
YOUR EVERYTHING I HAVE..
I NEVEr knew i could be this happy with someone.I feel so safe with you.:-)No matter what *WE* go through i want *OUR* relationship to last...This bull that WE are going through NOW with drew is very pointless and doesn't even phase me.!! I just know its hurting you and thats why i want it to stop.. I want you to have what you want out of your relationship with drew ..!!! I REALLY do hope ya'll can still stay friends cause i know thats what you want..!!!
Just in case EVERYBODY doesn't already know i did ask bianca out and she said NO...........................................
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...................just kidding LOL.......she did indeed say YES... i don't know what i have done without her for my whole life..being with her all the time feels so right. I love spending cold nights rapped up in blankets with you to KEEP ME WARM..!!!! its just that plain and simple..!!!I'm glad you have let everything GO and want to be with me i just hope your feels last more than 4 months..thats another reason why i'm a lil scared but i'll get over it in about 4 months..!! I hope one DAY you can write how you feel about in your journal without everyone getting upset .. !! I want to be with you till the end and know one is going to change that..!!!
LOVE .............-theguythatwantstobewithyou4ever-
I only want to FALL asleep in YOUR ARMS.. :-)