Shady....
Some characters i'll tell you... quite a lot of two-faced people on this island that i did not to seem to take notice of till just recently. I guess you can call me naive for not taking notice, or the fact that i tend to see some type of good in most people. Anyways, i took care of that situation, and now i can move on.
Things have been looking up lately, i'm saving quite an amount of money by not going out on the weekends, from very little to none at all. I find more comfort in going to the gym, or running out to the beach on my free time. I mean after the 8 mile run or so to get there, at nighttime of course, its much cooler plus the beach seems more relaxing and is quite empty at times. It provides time to sit, and think, reflect on how shitty the week has been, but how i can forget all of that for just a few minutes, and feel some resemblance of peace.
I'm already getting ready to leave this island, getting all my things together, heh, starting early. Somehow I'm trying to avoid the idea of spending this thanksgiving (again) and christmas alone, in my room eating some hobo-created version of the hungry man's pilgrims' pavo (turkey). lol. I already decorated my room for christmas time. lol. I set up this minature 4 inch tree on my window sill, that has small ornaments and some tiny lights that make you run for the nearest magnifying glass. Hey, it was on sale. Can't beat an offer like that. Got some lights going, setting the mood, a small choir of gorgeous women singing "carol of the bells" @ the snap of my finger, 24/7, every 5 on the 5. life seems in place.
I was thinking of buying some random present and wrapping it up, and then presenting it to myself on christmas day. like oh ken you shouldn't have, oh but i did. lol. Time to pass the around the crazy wine, dave, heh. nope no chardonnay here my friend. I only have one regret right now. That's the fact that i lost a close friend of mine recently, not by my actions, but by the decisions she decided to make and how they completely changed the person i once knew. I guess you can't always expect people to stay the same, but hey that's life.
Life is good. Currently breezing by, just wishing i was home. I will be going back in march, and i think i'm taking some days off to go to new york and then down to the MIA!!! till then..
Things have been looking up lately, i'm saving quite an amount of money by not going out on the weekends, from very little to none at all. I find more comfort in going to the gym, or running out to the beach on my free time. I mean after the 8 mile run or so to get there, at nighttime of course, its much cooler plus the beach seems more relaxing and is quite empty at times. It provides time to sit, and think, reflect on how shitty the week has been, but how i can forget all of that for just a few minutes, and feel some resemblance of peace.
I'm already getting ready to leave this island, getting all my things together, heh, starting early. Somehow I'm trying to avoid the idea of spending this thanksgiving (again) and christmas alone, in my room eating some hobo-created version of the hungry man's pilgrims' pavo (turkey). lol. I already decorated my room for christmas time. lol. I set up this minature 4 inch tree on my window sill, that has small ornaments and some tiny lights that make you run for the nearest magnifying glass. Hey, it was on sale. Can't beat an offer like that. Got some lights going, setting the mood, a small choir of gorgeous women singing "carol of the bells" @ the snap of my finger, 24/7, every 5 on the 5. life seems in place.
I was thinking of buying some random present and wrapping it up, and then presenting it to myself on christmas day. like oh ken you shouldn't have, oh but i did. lol. Time to pass the around the crazy wine, dave, heh. nope no chardonnay here my friend. I only have one regret right now. That's the fact that i lost a close friend of mine recently, not by my actions, but by the decisions she decided to make and how they completely changed the person i once knew. I guess you can't always expect people to stay the same, but hey that's life.
Life is good. Currently breezing by, just wishing i was home. I will be going back in march, and i think i'm taking some days off to go to new york and then down to the MIA!!! till then..