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...i decided to give it another try...to go along with my new idea that you cant just try things once and expect them to succeed
"the true failure is the one who looks upon success thinking its attained upon the first attempt..." I forgot who came up with that...but i love it
I tried to delete all my past entries...because i saw them to be just a bunch of exclamation marks with capitalizations inserted here and there...but then i got tired of deleting every single one individually, so now there a huge gap of my senior year exclamations
. I saw that i hadnt updated in 49 weeks....almost a year which is scary. Things have changed things are different...exactly a year ago from now i had found out what colleges i got into and was..apparently posting it on livejournal like everyone else...but now im in college and studying for finals...hopefully i dont die
- so much has happened over this entire year...that i don't know where possibly to begin...in general though I have changed for the better...who'd have thought what traveling out of the little TO bubble would have done to you
- i still mispell everything when i type (like the and just)
- i still get stage fright about 5 mintues before i perform
- i still get stressed for the stupidest things
- I still am i lightweight
BUT...
- i have started realizing that the way you look at people IS in fact a direct reflection of yourself...never thought that the Scartlet Letter would take this long for me to realize...that trivial symbolism with the reflection against the armor...isnt so trivial.
- its sad to see so many people facebook blogging there journals now...it just isnt the samee
- I'm not as trusting as I used to be, and i dont have as much faith in people as I used to (dont know if thats a good or bad thing)
As of now im gonna go back to studying...and hope the days pass quickly so I can be home for Spring Break...hopefully i update more often!
"the true failure is the one who looks upon success thinking its attained upon the first attempt..." I forgot who came up with that...but i love it
I tried to delete all my past entries...because i saw them to be just a bunch of exclamation marks with capitalizations inserted here and there...but then i got tired of deleting every single one individually, so now there a huge gap of my senior year exclamations
. I saw that i hadnt updated in 49 weeks....almost a year which is scary. Things have changed things are different...exactly a year ago from now i had found out what colleges i got into and was..apparently posting it on livejournal like everyone else...but now im in college and studying for finals...hopefully i dont die
- so much has happened over this entire year...that i don't know where possibly to begin...in general though I have changed for the better...who'd have thought what traveling out of the little TO bubble would have done to you
- i still mispell everything when i type (like the and just)
- i still get stage fright about 5 mintues before i perform
- i still get stressed for the stupidest things
- I still am i lightweight
BUT...
- i have started realizing that the way you look at people IS in fact a direct reflection of yourself...never thought that the Scartlet Letter would take this long for me to realize...that trivial symbolism with the reflection against the armor...isnt so trivial.
- its sad to see so many people facebook blogging there journals now...it just isnt the samee
- I'm not as trusting as I used to be, and i dont have as much faith in people as I used to (dont know if thats a good or bad thing)
As of now im gonna go back to studying...and hope the days pass quickly so I can be home for Spring Break...hopefully i update more often!