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fucking worst week of my entire life. if she doesn't come out of this okay, i don't know what i'm gonna do. i feel like screaming with my head under water. i am literally losing my mind over this shit. i've made myself psychically ill from worrying. i fucking hate getting out of bed &when i try, i can't sleep for shit. also i've been throwing up for no fucking reason. stress is fucking building.