the people i love are spread so far apart

[chillerthanmost]

i'm back in daytona. got here last night for the show. i wish i could say this place hasn't changed, but fuck that. some for the better, some for the worst. it's changed, they've changed, i've changed. i think i'm going to jacksonville sometime soon. wait actually, i really want to go home. rosie, where the fuck are you? i haven't been home in

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[sarzbear]

faaaaaak dang diddley ang

[chillerthanmost]

what's this hocus pocus about?

[sarzbear]

i need to know how much you love me doo doo H

[chillerthanmost]

i love you a lot, holly. you are the reason it's a good thing you can't measure love because if people saw that scale, they would totally think i was gay.

[sarzbear]

ahahaha oh my god okay call danny's phone when you read this..we need to talk. things are kinda better but i'm still iffy about coming back to FL you know it kinda sucks there..i lovey dook dook ha

[chillerthanmost]

yea ok i'll call you soon. i felt bad about getting off the phone last night while you were upset but brian &aaron had just pulled up &we had been sitting in their garage for like 20 minutes on a gross chair waiting for them to get back from the laundry mat. &you know that shit is in the ghetto &i just wanted to go inside. i wasn't trying to blow you off. yes i know it fucking sucks here, that is why i'm moving soon, but if i don't see you before i leave i'm going to lose my shit. please just come down for like a week. i'll help with gas money &shit. i love you more.

[sarzbear]

homeboy proposed..sick.

[chillerthanmost]

i need you to call me &fill me in on today's episode which will totally clash with yesterday's &the day before that. it makes no sense. if i had your life i would go insane. i need to know where blackrock beach is!!!!

[sarzbear]

i know, right? but the crazy thing is- if i had YOUR life i'd also be going fucking crazy. nice latest entry...lets talk. oh and p.s. blackrock beach is something you godda wait for. i'll be home soon. i love you carly and i hope you can take a step back for a sec and realize jusyt how much we've been through and made it still. i'm sorry if i have anything to do with your new rant. i truly feel like i could fit into the category of one of those friends lately. apology accepted? love, dook

[chillerthanmost]

yea let's talk. shits just been so hectic. dude the minute you get home we need to go to that fucking beach. brian was telling us about it the other day &it fucking sounds amazing. hollis, i was venting &the majority isn't even about you. apology always accepted, i could never hold a grudge against you. i'm just irritated right now. so when are you coming down here? this is the longest i've gone without seeing you since we were like 14 &it's starting to make me feel really fucking weird.

[sarzbear]

dude, i know..i feel wierd about not seeing you for this long too. in fact it's beyond wierd.. it's sad really. i miss you alot, carlis. i'm not sure what's going on with the FL visit but i'm about to move into a house downtown. and i'm starting cosmetology school at cape fear, proud? i miss my mom and jamie and tony. i'm definately homesick. i haven't seen you since january, woah. i hope all of our drama clears up soon. we have different problems but they all suck. ok, lovey doodie

[chillerthanmost]

you know all this shit will pass. i fucked up, you didn't. i'm so lucky i have people like you in my life. blood is thicker than water or whatever, &you're my sister from another mister. haha. speaking of which, i should of gone &seen your mom while i was in jacksonville. sorry i didn't. i feel bad. i definitely gave the wrong mom a visit. i seriously love your mom so much. yea holy shit it's been like 8 months. i'm so proud of you, babe. love you.