Mar 27, 2005 17:09
my circulation is so poor. i have to sit with my legs crossed on the chair which means i have to deal with the awkward drug addict feeling of pins and needles in both feet and up both calves. both calves- sapi sapi.
yesterday i wanted to be refreshed. with kaltes, klares wasser. i really wanted to be swimming in a beautiful pool with a waterfall in hawaii. i love hawaii so much. im always claiming that im gonna move there when im 40. i'd like to. if i new what the fuck i was doing now i'd move there straight away.
i feel as if my soul has been sucked out of me. i think i may have allowed it to spill out. who in there right mind would make me water carrier?
i need a hobby to fill the void that work and rent create (funny, i dont even have them to blame). the liars are pretty good, im no good.