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After just briefly chatting with an old, but very good friend, I was thinking about what actually makes someone happy. Honestly though. Is it money? Is it your job? Is it the material possessions that we own? Or is it the people in our lives, even if you're living in shit with nothing? What does one define as "being happy"? I'd really like to know. Cause after looking at what I think makes me happy, I'm actually not sure if it really does. Yea, I think that is makes me happy at the time, but what does the next day bring to me? Just more shit. I don't have a constant thing in my life right now that can always, no matter what, make me happy. And that's really sad when you think about it. Why should I go day to day without something like that in my life? Why don't I have this magical something that can make everything else seem better when the rest of the world is shitting all over me? I guess no one can really give me the answer. I have to find this out for myself, and there, is the part that sucks the most.