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Okay, since leaving Canada & Chris, my life has sucked. So much has gone wrong in my life, and I am more than just unhappy. I'm practically in a state of depression, literally. I don't want to be alive right now. The only person that I can be completely happy with, is Chris. And not only does he live in Canada, it's on the other side, 2 time zones away. We don't even live in the same time zone, how messed up is that?! He's basically my rock. I need to be with him and I can't be. Nor do I have the money to visit as often as I want too, especially since I'll be marching Sacred Heart this winter and that will be a ton of money for me. My bitches are too far to visit all the time too. My life is just not going well for me. I really do not know what to do.