ughhh
i had this huge entry typed up about moving, lack of friends, school plans, &other random stuff. but livejournal& my laptop decided to work together& delete it.
fuck you, livejournal. fuck you, laptop.
how did i used to make friends? was it always this hard? did it always require this much effort? or have i become so lame that no one wants to hang out with me? not to say that ive ever had a large group of friends, but i dont know ive ever been this lonely.
i just need to make some changes in my life. too bad i dont know where to start.
ive had a 16oz Red Bull & a Dunkin Donuts coffee today. my mind is racing& i doubt ill get to sleep at a reasonable hour tonight. looking forward to that... not.
fuck you, livejournal. fuck you, laptop.
how did i used to make friends? was it always this hard? did it always require this much effort? or have i become so lame that no one wants to hang out with me? not to say that ive ever had a large group of friends, but i dont know ive ever been this lonely.
i just need to make some changes in my life. too bad i dont know where to start.
ive had a 16oz Red Bull & a Dunkin Donuts coffee today. my mind is racing& i doubt ill get to sleep at a reasonable hour tonight. looking forward to that... not.