I know I haven't posted in a while but...

[chilismack]

this is important. I have to get this off my chest before it gets too out of hand. I don't get why alot of my so called friends will be friendly one day and totally ignore me the next. I don't get why alot of my "friends" won't even try to make an effort to contact me or even to say hi or call me for that matter. I don't get why I have to lose touch with the people I care about just because they go to a different school. I also don't get why I even bother to make contact and be friendly if all they're going to do to me is shove me aside and act like I'm not even there. Why does it have to be this way? Why do I try to be friends and be nice only to get ignored? I guess it's in my nature to be friendly but I just don't understand why people have to be so damn complicated. Yes I get that you have you "best friends" and whatnot, but a simple hello or what's up or how are you doing every time I see you isn't too much to ask. I also realize that most of the people reading this it doesn't apply to and I thank you for that. But for the others, you know who you are, I'm not gonna say, I'd like to know that we're still on friendly terms with each other instead of having this confusion that's going on inside me right now. Becuase there's no point in being friends if we don't even talk to each other. That's my way of seeing it anyway. Well, I guess that's all for now. I'm still confused but I'm glad I got that off my chest. Later all. Peace love music.
-Austin "Shibby"