Aug 09, 2007 22:51
I feel really anxious all the time lately. My relationships seem to be drifting and some slowly falling apart. I just don't have the energy and time to devote to anything anymore. I guess I'm turning into a bad friend? If so I apologize to anyone I've hurt, it truly hasn't been on purpose. I'm trying to avoid confrontation whenever I can but, everyone seems to be sitting so uneasy. August seems to have brought a lot of bad energy along.
I'm falling hard, and it scares me. Picking apart people until you imagine something is wrong with them is my specialty. I feel comfortable, but too comfortable too soon. Its the heart and head crossroad I guess and it really sucks.
I miss autumn.