(no subject)
Terribly sorry journal, haven't updated for about a month.
Ian has as good as abandoned me for Louise. Do I sound bitter? Good, because I am fucking bitter.
I mean, I havn't talked to him in about a week, and for who? Some Sadistic tart who enjoys seeing him bleed! Literaly! I really feel our freindship.
God, I mean, I'm feeling pretty rubbish about it. I'm angry and hurt but most of all, I want my freind back.
Oh, sure, I've got freinds, lots of them. Ian isn't even one of my bestest ones (And yes, I know that "Bestest" isn't a word) but I could tell him everything. I would tell him everything! He's who's kept me sane for a year, who I didn't need to keep secrets from. One of the few freinds who has never made me really angry. Not really.
Until now.
God, I mean, could someone out there read this and like, help me? That's the whole reason that I use LJ instead of a diary,no one can give you advice in a diary. Please.
So long journal, and thanks for all the fish.
Ian has as good as abandoned me for Louise. Do I sound bitter? Good, because I am fucking bitter.
I mean, I havn't talked to him in about a week, and for who? Some Sadistic tart who enjoys seeing him bleed! Literaly! I really feel our freindship.
God, I mean, I'm feeling pretty rubbish about it. I'm angry and hurt but most of all, I want my freind back.
Oh, sure, I've got freinds, lots of them. Ian isn't even one of my bestest ones (And yes, I know that "Bestest" isn't a word) but I could tell him everything. I would tell him everything! He's who's kept me sane for a year, who I didn't need to keep secrets from. One of the few freinds who has never made me really angry. Not really.
Until now.
God, I mean, could someone out there read this and like, help me? That's the whole reason that I use LJ instead of a diary,no one can give you advice in a diary. Please.
So long journal, and thanks for all the fish.