He prefers Pain to Pretty...
so i just had an amzingly enlightening and wonderful talk with Tragedy. i love that girl so much. Shes one of the few who truly understands everything going on with me right now. its so nice to be able to talk about things and her understand. its nice to confide in her. shes the closest thing i have to a bestfriend right now...her and Randy. and right now that makes me smile. cause i need that in my life. as much as i fight it i do. we talked about OUR men, sex, orgasms, boats, oreos, and love. SOOOOOO! The Astrid HAven CD Release party is this weeked...oh fun fun! and after the show we're gonna stay with Tragedy and i think i may stay a few days with her and then her come and stay a few days with me...thats the plan anyway! i'm so happy. i get to see my wonderful, amazing, beautiful goldfish this weekend too. hope nothing fucks up my nite, i would be so upset. anyways...woot! hopefully i'll also finally be gettin laid this weekend if all goes according as planned....GOD I HOPE SO. i sooooo need some sweet fish lovin!