Jul 17, 2005 11:46
Just to have a change of pace, things are getting worse but I feel a lot better. and that's all that really matters to me.
ugh.
I feel so so so sick.
I don't like to be sick
I went up yesterday to see the boys and krista play.
I thought I was going to die, the drive was horrible, it was either just stopped, or raining like hell, plus the road way was flooded at one point, it sucked,
but they did so well, I thuroughly enjoyed it, though I did feel much like falling over.
so simon is my favorite, he was nice to me yesterday, max was just concerned about getting sick.
my fever got really high last night.
I have more blisters in my mouth now.
I hate my life.
I thought I was going to die when I drove home. but I got it under control.
and kelsey, if you try to say one word to me, I will ignore it,
I honestly don't care how you feel.
see, that's your main problem, you only care about YOU and how YOU feel.
not about what will make your anyone else happy.
you play the pity card, all the time, and then you play the false strength card.
I really don't enjoy knowing you.
it makes me feel bad about the world.
so strep throat is amazing, and makes me feel like hell.
the sores on the back of my throat aren't getting any smaller either, and my medicine makes my tummy hurt.
We've waited so long, for someone to take us back home, we've waited so long, day after day, is drifting away, some of us sink like the stone....
waiting for mothers to come.
Amy hit the atmosphere, took a rocket ride out of this gutter, she's never comeing back, I fear, everytime it rains she just feels a lot better, and thats all that really matters to me.