She saved me. The Angel was going to kill me and then she self-destructed her Eva. It killed it, and her too. And then she came back. But it's not her.
[his voice is devoid of emotion. there's a physical ache there, yes, but anything else is simply--not there. like he's shut himself down. he plunges forward with his story as if ripping the band-aid off this cut has let it bleed once again. (fester, maybe.)]
Ritsuko called us after we saw Ayanami at the hospital. She showed us a graveyard. There were bones, huge ones from Evas that hadn't worked. Eva is--it's alive. The she showed us this tank of Eris. She said none of them had souls. That they were were used when something happened to Ayanami and her soul would go in it.
As best you can. It's hard, believe me. But sometimes, it's too much. You might need to work with your hands, or be around other people. When you're able to deal with it, you'll know.
When I found out my parents had been killed, it took me a long time to really come to grips with it.
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What did you see, Shinji?
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...Ayanami. She's dead. Or the one I know is dead.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry, Shinji.
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Ritsuko called us after we saw Ayanami at the hospital. She showed us a graveyard. There were bones, huge ones from Evas that hadn't worked. Eva is--it's alive. The she showed us this tank of Eris. She said none of them had souls. That they were were used when something happened to Ayanami and her soul would go in it.
Then she destroyed them.
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All of these things...I'm sad. But no matter how hard I try to cry, I can't.
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Then how are you supposed to deal with it all?
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When I found out my parents had been killed, it took me a long time to really come to grips with it.
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What did it feel like? When you knew you'd gotten over it?
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I'm still waiting for that to happen.
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I'm sorry.
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