I bet the universe makes sense if you look from the right angle. But I doubt that it is science.
Do you know what stands between me and death. A single heart beat. If it didn't beat once, it would probably never beat again. I'm not being morbid, I'm simply reveling in the complexity of the human body and its fragility.
Earlier today aven rose yelled, "Dance monkey, dance!" Taking it out of context, that is really how I've felt recently. Another friend put it well when he said, "Dylan, I feel like right now you and I are everyone's bitches." And this is from a guy who never realy swares.
I'm exhausted. I'm being dragged around by barbed-wire, and yet, you couldn't get me down if you tried. I am Smiling. I am Laughing. I am Singing. (I'm actualy singing that song it says I'm listening to.)
I want. A lot of things. Bethany and Curtis. I need to see them. Eden. I miss her so badly. A back massage, I fell asleep on the floor and now I'm stiff. A good friend to ask me to just chill with them and talk. Darbie, my old dog, but he's passed on. Miranda, because she makes me feel diffrently than I do with anyone I've ever met. She brings out a better side of me. A mask. A cane. A lightbulb, right now my room is pritty dark. But mostly I want to figure things out. I want to understand why I am where I am, because it is pritty damn hard to be here, so it would be nice to atleast know why I'm putting myself through this.
But I'm smiling, so I guess it doesn't really matter.
Good night.
I hope you sing and dance and smile and laugh. It would make me smile to see you.
Take care,
-Dylan
Earlier today aven rose yelled, "Dance monkey, dance!" Taking it out of context, that is really how I've felt recently. Another friend put it well when he said, "Dylan, I feel like right now you and I are everyone's bitches." And this is from a guy who never realy swares.
I'm exhausted. I'm being dragged around by barbed-wire, and yet, you couldn't get me down if you tried. I am Smiling. I am Laughing. I am Singing. (I'm actualy singing that song it says I'm listening to.)
I want. A lot of things. Bethany and Curtis. I need to see them. Eden. I miss her so badly. A back massage, I fell asleep on the floor and now I'm stiff. A good friend to ask me to just chill with them and talk. Darbie, my old dog, but he's passed on. Miranda, because she makes me feel diffrently than I do with anyone I've ever met. She brings out a better side of me. A mask. A cane. A lightbulb, right now my room is pritty dark. But mostly I want to figure things out. I want to understand why I am where I am, because it is pritty damn hard to be here, so it would be nice to atleast know why I'm putting myself through this.
But I'm smiling, so I guess it doesn't really matter.
Good night.
I hope you sing and dance and smile and laugh. It would make me smile to see you.
Take care,
-Dylan