Sep 06, 2006 01:35
Well... I'm pretty sure no one reads this damn thing but me, so I'm going to be updating this mainly to communicate with myself. Where to begin... I have a job, graduated college, and finished an internship at the zoo. And lately my brain has not been so good, was over at a friend's house to night and started going through a lot of emotional things. Anyway, I have a lot of issues that need to be dealt with and this is where I will rant regardless if anyone's listening. At the moment I could probally cry for hours over nothing and am dreading doing anything tomorrow. I would prefer to spend it in bed, pretending I don't exist, but fuck, duty calls.
Right now I'm too tired to process anything, so I'll just say that I am likely inhaling made up responsibilities to give myself something to obsess over. And lately I have found myself lacking in aspirations, disconscerting for one who is ususally a great dreamer.