The loss of a friend is always a tolerable occurance..
I would like to first start out by saying that my anger with Anna Metzger has reached a point to which I have to let it boil down. Considering she will be reading this, I will be more kind in my words and keep them sparse. I would also like to say to the Anna sympathisers, I'm sorry if this pisses you all off..but I'm finally going to voice my opinion of her and what she does to me. This is literally going to say how most of the things she and other people do affect my mental bowels..For the past few months..I've been trying to subside a horrid anger that has just built from her bitchy antics. It started sometime in the summer..I'm not sure exactly to the time..but she just began to get on my nerves. I really didn't want to lose one of the better friends that I had, so I tried to subside everything, and it has thus far worked..the only problem..is that I only manage to hide the anger. It just sat there, festering..and growing with every little thing she did that pissed me off. It was normally an insult to my likes in music, or the fact I like who I like in the business of music. Sometimes even who my friends were. You are of course always aloud to voice an opinion in America, but I always believed it should be thought out and at least have a considerable amount of respect as to not hurt the persons feelings. Thank You Jade problems I finally got used to because I know everyone makes fun of them, so I was obviously going to be of no avail in stopping people there. However, when I was voicing my opinions as to who I liked and disliked and what not..I was always presented with no respect in my matter. I'll will admit..she was respectful at a time..but was still the stupidist fucking unempathetic bitchy ass whore most of the time. I still kept everything to a low. Her hypocrisy began finally..which was the most annoying shit I've ever dealt with from any bitch. She had this thing..about people thinking everyone should feel sorry for themselves or thought themselves special..when I noticed this tweak in her. Where she had the same problem as those she was accusing. Being gay is no cause for special treatment. Speaking of gays, I'll voice my opinion here and now, with no empathy what so ever, just like good ol' Anna. I hate gays..the fucking faggots should all be shot or tortured. Man and Woman alike..i really despise them. I try to keep that wall of respect up, considering that they are human and deserve the respect and normal people..and a lot of them can be good people. However, the ones that believe they should get special treatment or thinks the whole world should be sorry for them can screw the fuck off..
I would like to add in what finally threw me over the edge..and it will show that the most trifle of things can set me off. During the pep rally..before 4th period rolled around..we were all naming off movies..and what ones should be seen and what not. I of course went with a few of my favorites, being Hook and Resident Evil. Anna's comment was the final thing. "You don't have a good taste in Movies. As a matter of fact, you don't have taste in a lot of things." YOU STUPID FUCKING WHORE! You're likes may be different from mine, but the matter of taste lies in the eye of the beholder. You should keep your fucking mouth shut, or at least to me. You voice your opinions, I understand..however I've kept mine bottled inside and was trying to be as nice as possible, which has really began to break. It really pissed me off to see how ignorant you really are Anna..or at least how blind you are to how your words can affect other people..
With all that said (however trust me..I have more to complain if you all would like to here it and Most of you will probably dislike me even more for it [this of course being figured that most of you are loyal to anna as a friend and wouldn't really care about my opinion])I will now move on to some lighter things within my life.
Chelsea was over today, and we cleaned a bit of my house and watched the Animatrix. It was some wicked stuff. We also watched the last episode of Cowboy Bebop! Yeah! During this, I ate some dinner..and then we both took a nap. She did, however, have to leave at 11:25 to be home at 11:30..^^;
I am also going to dedicate this LJ entry to Sarah, for bringing the point that she does say hi to me and everything. As do a lot of you others, I suppose.
I also have to voice my love of friendship to Noelle again (as if you guys don't get to see it enough :P) NOELLE FOREVER!! I'll be said when she graduates and dissapears..It never dawned on me that that was soon to happen *sobs*..
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That scrolling thing has Noelle name at least a hundred times (i said I would do it for her)
Sam Self..I would also like to take this time to honor you and show some empathy in your matter. It truly does suck when things such as your situation happen. Maybe we can get through it with a little hack-n-slash action, eh?
Once again..I find myself at a loss of words..The Avril Lavigne concert is quite soon to begin..I will be leaving in a matter of hours..but it is merely 1:15 in the morning..which tells you how early I will probably have to arise in the morning..
Nick also just kind of scared the hell out of by being at the front door, and then coming around to the back door..making this the latest he's ever arrived at my house from being at Ambers..and without warning..creepy eh?
I'm getting kind of thristy..*pants*..oh well..
I will not be able to see Chelsea for the rest of the weekend more than likely..with the considered fact I will be gone all day tommorow..and most of sunday more than likely...
I would like to also throw a hello to Beverly and a large Thank You To Stephie G For the ride home again..also a thanks again to Beverly for clearing out that seat..and a good luck to Stephie G Since her brother almost spotted us..*does yayness dance*..
Now though..I'm goin' to bed..and get some good sleep..*gives a hug to Noelle..*
Big love for Chelsea that is magic goes here again..^^;
and of course a lil' love for Noelle!
Later guys!!!!
I would like to add in what finally threw me over the edge..and it will show that the most trifle of things can set me off. During the pep rally..before 4th period rolled around..we were all naming off movies..and what ones should be seen and what not. I of course went with a few of my favorites, being Hook and Resident Evil. Anna's comment was the final thing. "You don't have a good taste in Movies. As a matter of fact, you don't have taste in a lot of things." YOU STUPID FUCKING WHORE! You're likes may be different from mine, but the matter of taste lies in the eye of the beholder. You should keep your fucking mouth shut, or at least to me. You voice your opinions, I understand..however I've kept mine bottled inside and was trying to be as nice as possible, which has really began to break. It really pissed me off to see how ignorant you really are Anna..or at least how blind you are to how your words can affect other people..
With all that said (however trust me..I have more to complain if you all would like to here it and Most of you will probably dislike me even more for it [this of course being figured that most of you are loyal to anna as a friend and wouldn't really care about my opinion])I will now move on to some lighter things within my life.
Chelsea was over today, and we cleaned a bit of my house and watched the Animatrix. It was some wicked stuff. We also watched the last episode of Cowboy Bebop! Yeah! During this, I ate some dinner..and then we both took a nap. She did, however, have to leave at 11:25 to be home at 11:30..^^;
I am also going to dedicate this LJ entry to Sarah, for bringing the point that she does say hi to me and everything. As do a lot of you others, I suppose.
I also have to voice my love of friendship to Noelle again (as if you guys don't get to see it enough :P) NOELLE FOREVER!! I'll be said when she graduates and dissapears..It never dawned on me that that was soon to happen *sobs*..
Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle! Noelle!
That scrolling thing has Noelle name at least a hundred times (i said I would do it for her)
Sam Self..I would also like to take this time to honor you and show some empathy in your matter. It truly does suck when things such as your situation happen. Maybe we can get through it with a little hack-n-slash action, eh?
Once again..I find myself at a loss of words..The Avril Lavigne concert is quite soon to begin..I will be leaving in a matter of hours..but it is merely 1:15 in the morning..which tells you how early I will probably have to arise in the morning..
Nick also just kind of scared the hell out of by being at the front door, and then coming around to the back door..making this the latest he's ever arrived at my house from being at Ambers..and without warning..creepy eh?
I'm getting kind of thristy..*pants*..oh well..
I will not be able to see Chelsea for the rest of the weekend more than likely..with the considered fact I will be gone all day tommorow..and most of sunday more than likely...
I would like to also throw a hello to Beverly and a large Thank You To Stephie G For the ride home again..also a thanks again to Beverly for clearing out that seat..and a good luck to Stephie G Since her brother almost spotted us..*does yayness dance*..
Now though..I'm goin' to bed..and get some good sleep..*gives a hug to Noelle..*
Big love for Chelsea that is magic goes here again..^^;
and of course a lil' love for Noelle!
Later guys!!!!