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today was 89x birthday bash... the bands were all god... again thankyou heather for the tix...i wish i could have a new brain....i dont know what to do.... i wanna give up... i wannna giveup on myself.... i wana seclude myself from everone.. so they wont have to see my ugly face... i dont wanna speak so i dont annoy people.... i dont want to be happy... it's safe right hear... i dont wanna be part of a group.. cause i'll bring them down... i dont want to talk about this.. so i'll say nothing at all... what difference does it make... you all help me.. and i fall back down... you pck meup and i drop myself to the ground, you help me even though i cant be helped.you help meeven when i dont deserve it. you help me even though i've never been much for you ....i drag you down... you pick me up... and i dont deserve any of you