Realizing what it is
For some time now, I thought I had a friendship. Time has told me otherwise. I am just a punching bag for this friend of mine. If he has a bad day with the "love" of his life, I become a punching bag for this man. He never has anything good to say about me, and the constant digging has drained any kind of fun out of playing the game I met him on.
I've been lied to. I have been decieved. I have a superficial friendship. I hate superficial friendships. I have been told, over and over again... that he doesn't love her. If I even mention it, he grows angry with me. So I am done playing these games. I am done sitting on a ventrilo server with someone who doesn't bother to talk to me.. but he may think that sitting there qualifies as friendship.
Its not like a require more. Sure we have a history, but I grow tired of being this punching bag. I deserve better. That's right. I do. I deserve much better. I deserve to be treated better. If he can't then I am not sticking around while he puts her on a pedastal and I am just some peice of shit kicked around on the floor. I won't have it. I have let this go on for far too long.. I don't know what I was waiting for.
Its time for a change, and this man is going to have a very rude awakening. You don't ever mess with me.
I've been lied to. I have been decieved. I have a superficial friendship. I hate superficial friendships. I have been told, over and over again... that he doesn't love her. If I even mention it, he grows angry with me. So I am done playing these games. I am done sitting on a ventrilo server with someone who doesn't bother to talk to me.. but he may think that sitting there qualifies as friendship.
Its not like a require more. Sure we have a history, but I grow tired of being this punching bag. I deserve better. That's right. I do. I deserve much better. I deserve to be treated better. If he can't then I am not sticking around while he puts her on a pedastal and I am just some peice of shit kicked around on the floor. I won't have it. I have let this go on for far too long.. I don't know what I was waiting for.
Its time for a change, and this man is going to have a very rude awakening. You don't ever mess with me.