im not crazy, im just unwell

[childofgod003]

what a strange start. it seemed to affect the rest of the day. when i finally woke up i only had time for a lovely shower, typershark (http://onlinegames.channel.aol.com/game.adp?id=23614) and to brush my teeth like 10 times in a row before the dentist. and of course, determine how much my books would be for school. once there, the usual dentist stuff ensued. they took x-rays and the lady dentist girl showed me how i only have one wisdom tooth coming in. and right then i wondered if that made me 3/4 less wise than any other normal person. i guess with that thought, came the answer. once home watched the end of terminator 1 with my family. it was my first time. def. something to do again. so after some crashing, banging and im going to kill you until life runs out of me, we had lunch.after lunch took myself upstairs to check my mail and the like. eventually i headed downstairs where i decided to lay down by my mommy just for 5 mins. of course i fell alseep. before i knew it everyone was leaving me at home alone. that was ok. watched the end of lion king II: simba's pride and set up my musicin the kitchen. there i made a quiche and a chocolate cake. some yummy stuff. and here i am trying to therepeutically journal about my day. only to find that writing down the facts still seems obsolete to me.

i still remember you
like when you used to know me
and i could finish
your sentences and thoughts
i used to think we were
two in one, one in two
out of them all
you were you
and still haunt my dreams
i look for you everywhere
but thats just me
remembering
in reality, really
you are simply a lost memory
no longer real

i still feel like there is still somethings i need to do before i leave. but feelings should not always direct your actions. and goodness knows they can change. just live life and love Jesus and everything will be ok

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