what a way to end my week
Well, after a week home sick with mono, and luckily i feel a million times better then i did last entry, guess what news i got to end my week with?
my maternal grandmother died tonight at around 10ish. My parents left the nursing home at around 9pm after reading her psalms and praying with her, because my mother felt that she wouldn't be around much longer (she took a real bad turn for the worst yesterday) and around an hour after they left, she passed away. I was supposed to go tomorrow morning to say goodbye, but I can't. I always said, oh there is always tomorrow, I can go by then, but now there is no more tomorrows for her. i'm actually happy for her, that her suffering has finally ended, she wanted it to end like a year ago. She was in alot of pain, and couldn't even move on her own anymore, she had very very severe arthritis. So, RIP grandma, you had a long life of 87 years, its crazy to think that she was born in 1919, she had a very good life and now she doesn't have to suffer anymore.
i have so much stuff do at school on monday-wednesday, that i don't even know how i am going to fit everything in, i'm afraid the wake and funeral is going to fall in the middle of it, and if I tell my professors, that well, ya know I wasn't able to do that because of the mono, and then my grandmother died, that they just won't believe me. That I will be using every excuse in the book to get out of things, and i'm not trying to...just things always come at once.
ok, i am going to go try and study for my ecology exam, because I need something to take my mind off things.
my maternal grandmother died tonight at around 10ish. My parents left the nursing home at around 9pm after reading her psalms and praying with her, because my mother felt that she wouldn't be around much longer (she took a real bad turn for the worst yesterday) and around an hour after they left, she passed away. I was supposed to go tomorrow morning to say goodbye, but I can't. I always said, oh there is always tomorrow, I can go by then, but now there is no more tomorrows for her. i'm actually happy for her, that her suffering has finally ended, she wanted it to end like a year ago. She was in alot of pain, and couldn't even move on her own anymore, she had very very severe arthritis. So, RIP grandma, you had a long life of 87 years, its crazy to think that she was born in 1919, she had a very good life and now she doesn't have to suffer anymore.
i have so much stuff do at school on monday-wednesday, that i don't even know how i am going to fit everything in, i'm afraid the wake and funeral is going to fall in the middle of it, and if I tell my professors, that well, ya know I wasn't able to do that because of the mono, and then my grandmother died, that they just won't believe me. That I will be using every excuse in the book to get out of things, and i'm not trying to...just things always come at once.
ok, i am going to go try and study for my ecology exam, because I need something to take my mind off things.