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I feel like I'm driving myself insane right now. My days are PACKED. Mondays & Wendsdays I work from 6-1 then come home and babysit Sean while trying to get my school done before going to karate to babysit some more. Then Tuesdays I'm trying to get school done while babysitting Sean, doing laundry and cleaning the house then trying to get karate done in the evening. Thursday is the same deal except for karate, i stay home and babysit till about 10pm. Fridays are most hectic. I'm trying to clean, do school and keep Sean quiet while Mom sleeps. Weekends I pretty much am doing everything cuz parents are too tired to. I'm going nuts. Today was crazy I was trying to keep Sean under control and do my school and just could not get a grip on him and by the time mom got home around lunch time I was exausted and just collasped on the couch and next thing I know I jerk awake an hour later to Mom yelling and giving me this long list of things she wants done while she picks up the kids, drops them off here and then runs off for the night. Look lady, I'm your daughter not your servant. I have a life too that I'm trying to maintain while trying to make yours easier but freaking LIGHTEN UP! Then she came home about 5 minutes ago yelling at me because I was stressed out from dealing with the kids!! I've about had it with this crap!!