how the west was won.
maybe if you ring the door bell first the screaming will stop. still ringing. maybe if you take extra long to find the right key the screams will stop. still ringing. no walk in and pretend. pretend to not see. pretend to be strong. pretend to understand. pretend nothing happened. pretend you have no heart. help your mother wrap her hand. don't blame anyone for trying to be happy. last to jugde. last to show. last to be seen. realizing you are exactly like the man you hated for years. shake alone. don't let them see. don't let them leave knowing seeing feeling you. controling tempers. a quest for something better, for happiness. a picture of a new women will appear in back stage. she knows you. she knows me. i know nothing. i am the only one who knows. i carry heart break. eyes see what can't be denined. i put them to bed. they are pacing. they are crying. i am still. they are hurting. they are never stopping. what a good robot. sit still. see nothing. feel nothing. until asked. show off your pearlly heart on command. show the neighbors that smile that wit that charm. then nothing. feel on my terms. nothing. feel when its approriate. be ashamed. no one feels feelings. be ashamed. at what expense. everyones. no ones. yours. mine. his. and hers. not this time. walls aren't my personal touch. the screams turn to empty gasps. tasting nothing. tasting blood. hearing nothing, teeth and bones. drop. touching momment. thank you for being strong. tip your hat to accepting empty complements. bow to what you think is real. now silence. now you may.