i think... i was wrong... ops
it was brought to my attention today by many-a people that everyone is doing some thinking... now at first i thought that it's cause was spring was afoot, then i realized it was much much more
we have a pandemic on our hands folks and nothing is going to stop it. Much like the bird flu, which i believe will evenually wipe out the human race as we know it, we don't have enough vaccines to stop it and if we did... frankly they just don't work
now for me i've prayed day and night that the thinking will stop, for i need sleep terriably... and its not just the thinking its the constant turning of my mind... it keeps going and going and never stopping. i can't work i don't eat i surely can't sleep i can't concentrate and mostly i can't be ok... the head will explode without something to stop this vile undeniablly futile being that was once looked at with such honor... thinking; ladies and gentleman will be my end and it thinking that will soon cause me eryn michelle smith to move far far far away very soon
that right i've said it
once again i've been thinking and i think arizona is done with me. i think its time for me to leave and possibly join a cult then i'll probably write a book about it which will fail and i'll revert to writing a 'zine for homo's.... and then come back to arizona and apoligize for leaving.... see! see!!! its the thinking, blame it! cause i can't control it.
point... this thinking is killing me
what now what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if help what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if... and its getting me no where.
we have a pandemic on our hands folks and nothing is going to stop it. Much like the bird flu, which i believe will evenually wipe out the human race as we know it, we don't have enough vaccines to stop it and if we did... frankly they just don't work
now for me i've prayed day and night that the thinking will stop, for i need sleep terriably... and its not just the thinking its the constant turning of my mind... it keeps going and going and never stopping. i can't work i don't eat i surely can't sleep i can't concentrate and mostly i can't be ok... the head will explode without something to stop this vile undeniablly futile being that was once looked at with such honor... thinking; ladies and gentleman will be my end and it thinking that will soon cause me eryn michelle smith to move far far far away very soon
that right i've said it
once again i've been thinking and i think arizona is done with me. i think its time for me to leave and possibly join a cult then i'll probably write a book about it which will fail and i'll revert to writing a 'zine for homo's.... and then come back to arizona and apoligize for leaving.... see! see!!! its the thinking, blame it! cause i can't control it.
point... this thinking is killing me
what now what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if help what if what if help what if what if what if help what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if what if... and its getting me no where.