Each Night - Chapter 02
Title: Each Night
Author: Viv
Genre: drama, angst, smutt, fluff
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Simple Plan [music - band]
Pairing: David/Sebastien
Disclaimer: Shit! I forgot to feed them! *runs off*
Summary: This was how it was to be whenever the door was closed and locked and the sun went down. [multi-chaptered: (01). Complete.]
Dedications: _daretoglance (simply because) and lovestephenking (She's growing up before my very own eyes... well, kinda. *wipes tears*)
The soft moan that escaped your lips was muffled when you kissed him, gently this time, as you pulled down the young man above you before rolling over to exchange your positions. One of your hands held you up slightly as to not crush him as you ran the fingertips of your other hand slowly over his stomach and up his chest and neck before finally pausing at his cheek.
A faint blush appeared where your thumb tenderly caressed his face and you leaned down to delicately press your lips to his again.
Your third kiss with him…
His hands were still on your hips, carefully slipping your boxers off. It was only a matter of seconds before you reached down yourself and pulled them off completely, discarding them quickly.
You then felt his warm calloused fingers tracing lines up your naked back before they finally stopped at the back of your neck. He played with the strands of your dark hair before pulling you down to meet your lips with his again, this time in a hungry kiss.
You were already addicted to the taste of his lips…
Your hands were roaming all over his warm firm body as he explored yours and you discovered new things about his skin that you’ve never noticed before.
The barely noticeable scar on his right shoulder when you gently rubbed it. The faint beauty mark on his jaw while you nuzzled his neck. The slowly fading bruise at the lower left of his stomach that he gave himself a few days before by bumping into a chair as he winced when your fingers accidentally ran over it.
Each of his little physical imperfections reflected your own.
You’ve never realized how, in some ways, you were both so alike…
“David. Please.”
His eyes bored into yours, pleading as his hands fisted themselves in your hair again, kissing you with an urgency you’ve never seen him express as his tongue battled with yours.
You gasped into his mouth as your cock slid against his and your fingers curled tighter around his hips, pressing your body flush against his to experience the incredible feeling of his naked skin against yours, your legs tangled with his.
You moved against one another for a moment, slow, soft movements, not forcing or rushing anything except for the press of your lips against his. His hand finally snaked in between your bodies and reached for your cock, lightly running his thumb over the tip as you arched you back against him and suddenly your hardened length was between two warm hands expertly running up and down your shaft, massaging it and driving you crazy.
“David. Get me ready.”
A small moan escaped your lips and one of your hands quickly made its way underneath him, between his legs, as you squeezed his testes and he whimpered before you finally located his entrance and slowly, very slowly, inserted one digit in.
He squeezed his eyes shut, and you kissed him again to take his mind off of the uncomfortable sensation. He finally faintly nodded at you and you carefully pushed in a second finger, prodding and moving slightly both fingers to stretch him and get him used to the feeling of something inside of him.
Getting yourself used to the feel of his warmth surrounding you…
And then, slowly, a third finger pushed itself in and the boy beneath you whimpered again, his hands fisting themselves around the sheets as he held himself back on the bed, trying desperately to hold back the tears collecting at the corners of his closed eyes.
“Seb? Seb. If you want me to stop, tell me. Tell me. Please. I will stop. I’ll stop. Just tell me. Just one word and I’ll stop.”
His eyes suddenly fluttered open, staring at you for a moment. He smiled weakly but tenderly and reached up to you, his arms linking behind your neck as he pulled you down and kissed you long but softly before releasing you and shaking his head, murmuring against your lips.
“Make the pain worth it, David. I’ll take it if it’s worth it. Only - only for you David, only for you.”
Only for you…
You pulled out slowly, your gaze never leaving his, and touched your nose to his, your hands now resting on his hips, fingers gently gripping there. You pressed your forehead against his as his legs opened further for you to rest between him, his hands already guiding the tip of your member into him.
“Are you sure?”
He nodded at you.
Taking in a deep breath, you slowly pushed forward, careful as to cause him the less pain possible. His eyes again squeezed shut and you leaned down to kiss him, trying to divert his attention elsewhere. You were unable to enjoy anything with the knowledge that you were possibly causing him more pain than you should have been.
“David. Don’t stop. Please.”
Tears were now freely failing from underneath his eyelids and you kissed them away as you kept pushing into him and encountered some resistance. It was almost painful to you too, how tight he was around you and the self-restraint you had imposed upon yourself because you did not want to hurt him more than you already had.
You carefully pulled out and a quiet sob escaped his lips.
“David. Just - it hurts. Just do it. Please. I’ll be - I’ll be alright, I swear.”
But you’re hurting him...
You kissed him again and instantly pushed back into him in one fluid moment, pushing pass that barrier inside of him and suddenly - suddenly tightness and warmness surrounded your entire length and your tip brushed against something and you moaned, you head thrown back and your eyes closed as he his back arched, almost wanton in his movement, his hips lifting off of the mattress.
“Oh - Oh God, David. I - Please.”
You pulled out quickly and pushed back in swiftly, his body no longer offering any resistance to yours, burying yourself completely into him, your breath short and rapid like his and your hands trembling on each side of his hips, almost unable to hold yourself up.
“David, do that again. Harder. Do that again. David.”
“Does it - does it feel good, Seb?”
“Oh God, yes. Don’t stop, please don’t stop. Please David.”
Your cries and moans mingled together as you repeatedly pulled out and pushed back in into him, harder with each trust as he continuously lifted his own hips to slam the area around his spot against your tip and his erection rubbed against your stomach, his short nails digging into your shoulders.
You were his first…
And suddenly his whole body almost froze, his eyes wide and a quiet gasp escaping his mouth, his curling tightly around your shoulders and his body then tightened incredibly around your cock, causing you to stop too, your whole body suddenly practically convulsing with his as you both suddenly felt on fire and intense pleasure burst through your entire bodies as you reached your peaks and you felt like you were coming and you couldn’t stop releasing and your orgasms were so intense it was almost painful.
Was he really yours now?
You finally collapsed on him after what seemed like an eternity and your breath slowly returned to normal. You nuzzled his cheeks and slowly pulled out of him, eliciting a soft moan of discomfort from him as he made a small grimace. You laughed softly and dropped a small kiss on the tip of his nose before tiredly rolling over to lie beside him.
His hand reached out to caress your cheek and he smiled, before reaching back to grab some tissues from a Kleenex box the bedside table. Turning back over to you, he proceeded to wipe away his semen on you stomach and you giggled at the tickling sensation that accompanied it.
Already acting like a couple…
You then reached over him and grabbed some tissue too, before kissing his earlobe and whispering into it for him to roll over. He smiled weakly and you almost missed how he winced when he turned over, lying on his left side and his back facing you. You gasped at the mix of white and red fluid you found at his opening and suddenly guilt ran through you as you carefully wiped him as clean as you could before throwing the soiled tissues in a nearby wastebasket.
Gently grabbing his arm with one hand and reaching down to pull the blanket over you bodies with the other, you turned him over and gathered him in you arms, his head fitting in perfectly underneath your chin, his nose softly brushing against your neck, his warm breath dancing over your sensitive skin.
“I’m sorry.”
“For what?”
“You - you bled. Because of me. I didn’t mean to -”
“Hush, David. I know you didn’t mean to hurt me. That was my first time, of course it’d hurt. I don’t think it’ll hurt or bleed as much the next times.”
The next times…
You kissed him softly and smiled into the kiss, feeling the corner his mouth curling up slightly too as he responded and tightened his hold around your waist.
“So what are we now, Seb?”
“What do you mean?”
“Are we - you know?” He smiled.
“You have me. My heart. I’m yours now.”
“I - I don’t want you to be mine, Sebas, I want you to be with me. I want to love you and fall in love with you more and more with each day that’ll go by and - and my heart is already yours.”
“I don’t want us to have sex anymore.”
“Me neither. I want us to make love. I want to be able to kiss you when we do.”
“I don’t want us to be friends.”
“We’re not. We’re best friends. We’re lovers.” He snuggled closer into you.
“… David?”
“Ummm?” He smiled and pressed his lips to your cheek before gliding them to your ear and whispering into it.
“I’ve been in love with you since the beginning. And each night that went by? It was so painful… but I fell more and more deeply for you. You, David.”
“You have no idea how much it hurt me too… So is this how it is to be each night from now on?”
“Only if you want this.”
“I want this. More than anything.”
“Do you?”
“I love you, blue-eyed angel.”
“Your blue-eyed angel. I love you too.”
You no longer dreaded each night.
---
March 14, 2005
Author: Viv
Genre: drama, angst, smutt, fluff
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Simple Plan [music - band]
Pairing: David/Sebastien
Disclaimer: Shit! I forgot to feed them! *runs off*
Summary: This was how it was to be whenever the door was closed and locked and the sun went down. [multi-chaptered: (01). Complete.]
Dedications: _daretoglance (simply because) and lovestephenking (She's growing up before my very own eyes... well, kinda. *wipes tears*)
The soft moan that escaped your lips was muffled when you kissed him, gently this time, as you pulled down the young man above you before rolling over to exchange your positions. One of your hands held you up slightly as to not crush him as you ran the fingertips of your other hand slowly over his stomach and up his chest and neck before finally pausing at his cheek.
A faint blush appeared where your thumb tenderly caressed his face and you leaned down to delicately press your lips to his again.
Your third kiss with him…
His hands were still on your hips, carefully slipping your boxers off. It was only a matter of seconds before you reached down yourself and pulled them off completely, discarding them quickly.
You then felt his warm calloused fingers tracing lines up your naked back before they finally stopped at the back of your neck. He played with the strands of your dark hair before pulling you down to meet your lips with his again, this time in a hungry kiss.
You were already addicted to the taste of his lips…
Your hands were roaming all over his warm firm body as he explored yours and you discovered new things about his skin that you’ve never noticed before.
The barely noticeable scar on his right shoulder when you gently rubbed it. The faint beauty mark on his jaw while you nuzzled his neck. The slowly fading bruise at the lower left of his stomach that he gave himself a few days before by bumping into a chair as he winced when your fingers accidentally ran over it.
Each of his little physical imperfections reflected your own.
You’ve never realized how, in some ways, you were both so alike…
“David. Please.”
His eyes bored into yours, pleading as his hands fisted themselves in your hair again, kissing you with an urgency you’ve never seen him express as his tongue battled with yours.
You gasped into his mouth as your cock slid against his and your fingers curled tighter around his hips, pressing your body flush against his to experience the incredible feeling of his naked skin against yours, your legs tangled with his.
You moved against one another for a moment, slow, soft movements, not forcing or rushing anything except for the press of your lips against his. His hand finally snaked in between your bodies and reached for your cock, lightly running his thumb over the tip as you arched you back against him and suddenly your hardened length was between two warm hands expertly running up and down your shaft, massaging it and driving you crazy.
“David. Get me ready.”
A small moan escaped your lips and one of your hands quickly made its way underneath him, between his legs, as you squeezed his testes and he whimpered before you finally located his entrance and slowly, very slowly, inserted one digit in.
He squeezed his eyes shut, and you kissed him again to take his mind off of the uncomfortable sensation. He finally faintly nodded at you and you carefully pushed in a second finger, prodding and moving slightly both fingers to stretch him and get him used to the feeling of something inside of him.
Getting yourself used to the feel of his warmth surrounding you…
And then, slowly, a third finger pushed itself in and the boy beneath you whimpered again, his hands fisting themselves around the sheets as he held himself back on the bed, trying desperately to hold back the tears collecting at the corners of his closed eyes.
“Seb? Seb. If you want me to stop, tell me. Tell me. Please. I will stop. I’ll stop. Just tell me. Just one word and I’ll stop.”
His eyes suddenly fluttered open, staring at you for a moment. He smiled weakly but tenderly and reached up to you, his arms linking behind your neck as he pulled you down and kissed you long but softly before releasing you and shaking his head, murmuring against your lips.
“Make the pain worth it, David. I’ll take it if it’s worth it. Only - only for you David, only for you.”
Only for you…
You pulled out slowly, your gaze never leaving his, and touched your nose to his, your hands now resting on his hips, fingers gently gripping there. You pressed your forehead against his as his legs opened further for you to rest between him, his hands already guiding the tip of your member into him.
“Are you sure?”
He nodded at you.
Taking in a deep breath, you slowly pushed forward, careful as to cause him the less pain possible. His eyes again squeezed shut and you leaned down to kiss him, trying to divert his attention elsewhere. You were unable to enjoy anything with the knowledge that you were possibly causing him more pain than you should have been.
“David. Don’t stop. Please.”
Tears were now freely failing from underneath his eyelids and you kissed them away as you kept pushing into him and encountered some resistance. It was almost painful to you too, how tight he was around you and the self-restraint you had imposed upon yourself because you did not want to hurt him more than you already had.
You carefully pulled out and a quiet sob escaped his lips.
“David. Just - it hurts. Just do it. Please. I’ll be - I’ll be alright, I swear.”
But you’re hurting him...
You kissed him again and instantly pushed back into him in one fluid moment, pushing pass that barrier inside of him and suddenly - suddenly tightness and warmness surrounded your entire length and your tip brushed against something and you moaned, you head thrown back and your eyes closed as he his back arched, almost wanton in his movement, his hips lifting off of the mattress.
“Oh - Oh God, David. I - Please.”
You pulled out quickly and pushed back in swiftly, his body no longer offering any resistance to yours, burying yourself completely into him, your breath short and rapid like his and your hands trembling on each side of his hips, almost unable to hold yourself up.
“David, do that again. Harder. Do that again. David.”
“Does it - does it feel good, Seb?”
“Oh God, yes. Don’t stop, please don’t stop. Please David.”
Your cries and moans mingled together as you repeatedly pulled out and pushed back in into him, harder with each trust as he continuously lifted his own hips to slam the area around his spot against your tip and his erection rubbed against your stomach, his short nails digging into your shoulders.
You were his first…
And suddenly his whole body almost froze, his eyes wide and a quiet gasp escaping his mouth, his curling tightly around your shoulders and his body then tightened incredibly around your cock, causing you to stop too, your whole body suddenly practically convulsing with his as you both suddenly felt on fire and intense pleasure burst through your entire bodies as you reached your peaks and you felt like you were coming and you couldn’t stop releasing and your orgasms were so intense it was almost painful.
Was he really yours now?
You finally collapsed on him after what seemed like an eternity and your breath slowly returned to normal. You nuzzled his cheeks and slowly pulled out of him, eliciting a soft moan of discomfort from him as he made a small grimace. You laughed softly and dropped a small kiss on the tip of his nose before tiredly rolling over to lie beside him.
His hand reached out to caress your cheek and he smiled, before reaching back to grab some tissues from a Kleenex box the bedside table. Turning back over to you, he proceeded to wipe away his semen on you stomach and you giggled at the tickling sensation that accompanied it.
Already acting like a couple…
You then reached over him and grabbed some tissue too, before kissing his earlobe and whispering into it for him to roll over. He smiled weakly and you almost missed how he winced when he turned over, lying on his left side and his back facing you. You gasped at the mix of white and red fluid you found at his opening and suddenly guilt ran through you as you carefully wiped him as clean as you could before throwing the soiled tissues in a nearby wastebasket.
Gently grabbing his arm with one hand and reaching down to pull the blanket over you bodies with the other, you turned him over and gathered him in you arms, his head fitting in perfectly underneath your chin, his nose softly brushing against your neck, his warm breath dancing over your sensitive skin.
“I’m sorry.”
“For what?”
“You - you bled. Because of me. I didn’t mean to -”
“Hush, David. I know you didn’t mean to hurt me. That was my first time, of course it’d hurt. I don’t think it’ll hurt or bleed as much the next times.”
The next times…
You kissed him softly and smiled into the kiss, feeling the corner his mouth curling up slightly too as he responded and tightened his hold around your waist.
“So what are we now, Seb?”
“What do you mean?”
“Are we - you know?” He smiled.
“You have me. My heart. I’m yours now.”
“I - I don’t want you to be mine, Sebas, I want you to be with me. I want to love you and fall in love with you more and more with each day that’ll go by and - and my heart is already yours.”
“I don’t want us to have sex anymore.”
“Me neither. I want us to make love. I want to be able to kiss you when we do.”
“I don’t want us to be friends.”
“We’re not. We’re best friends. We’re lovers.” He snuggled closer into you.
“… David?”
“Ummm?” He smiled and pressed his lips to your cheek before gliding them to your ear and whispering into it.
“I’ve been in love with you since the beginning. And each night that went by? It was so painful… but I fell more and more deeply for you. You, David.”
“You have no idea how much it hurt me too… So is this how it is to be each night from now on?”
“Only if you want this.”
“I want this. More than anything.”
“Do you?”
“I love you, blue-eyed angel.”
“Your blue-eyed angel. I love you too.”
You no longer dreaded each night.
---
March 14, 2005