im so far gone..
its hard to say.
the world never fails to disappoint me. i dont know whats going on in my life right now. i still dont get a damn thing. its hard to say, if only..
but i dont care &i cry. but its okay. last night i thought i was going to die. ive never been so scared in my life. i swear to you didnt think i was going to make it through the night. im running on no sleep. i lied.. i fell asleep i dont know how long. it felt like only 2 seconds but i had to the worst dream i woke up crying i didnt..more like couldnt go back to sleep. i cant wait until school. i cant wait.