i will break youre spine.

[childborn]

talk is cheap. but so are you. today my sister said damn and cried because she misses daniel in both of our lives. joey called me. hes such a cutie. im so inlove. thats cheap talk. love is dead. i am inlove with no one. because no one is inlove with me. but we are bffs. today someone asked where joey was and said it was weird to see us apart since we have been inseperable for a while now. it made me feel good. i felt complete for the first time in a long while. i always have to have someone there. im so dependant. but thats okay. because i like having someone there. i like being by someones side. i love the feeling knowing that you are now apart of their life and they're apart of yours. i dont need a boyfriend. i just need a best friend. i love sharing my life with someone. creating memories. having your good times and your bad. but i no it never lasts forever. i spend the majority of my time with that person waiting for it to end. because i know it one day will.

i dont know maybe i would be better off on my own.