"This is the last time...i abandon you..." - Muse

[child_ofthe_80s]

So lately ive had a lot of time to think...

cuz working at Target by yourself in the garden,
for several hours...gives you alot of alone time...haha...
damn you Target

in any case, i noticed alot of things in my life have changed for the better
and some not so good...

im still with out a car until insurance kicks in,
lifes falling apart little by little,
growing up doesnt seem fun anymore...in fact it never did
love has lost its meaning...
familly is leaving in every direction...

im screwed no matter what

i need to rekindle past relationships and friendships
cuz only the past was good to me

OH!! and to top it all of my hair is still gone....im an ugly bitch...

I love Muse
<3<3
They keep me going...haha