ぼくはわかりません。
They never want to hear my problems.. they don't know how to relate to me.. They always shy away when they feel the conversation is getting too deep. Maybe they're afraid that they might find out I'm not as perfect as they want me to be. It's frustrating sometimes. Sometimes I want to open myself to them.. but I never can.. and it's not my fault. They just don't know how to talk to me. In a lot of ways I feel that I've already surpassed them.. they have no knowledge to offer me anymore. Since I've left the house, I've gained great knowledge about myself and humanity; Now, I always know what to do and I always have the answers.. or at least the answers as they apply to me.. but with that aside, sometimes I would just like to be able to vent and share things with the people I trust most. I'm very appreciative of the love I know they have for me.. but sometimes it's hard. I wonder how I've learned to open myself up as much as I have..