(no subject)

Nov 23, 2005 16:53

Ahhh yes.

K so this is life. Never geting you anything you want in the first go. Fuck it seems am never getting anything i want in any go.

I was meant to be moving in with a friend. THAT didn't work. I realy realy wanted a place before christmas cos i don't want to have to spend it at the shelter. It's bad enought as it is... i have no family to spend it with... i've had the shitiest year... n' yes i get to end it at a shelter. Is it me... or doesn't it just seem like i'll have gone through a year of shit n' i end it in shit. I was hoping that if i can start it on the right foot maybe my luck throught the year might change. No it's just looks like a have another year of shit ahead of me.

Am currently claiming refugee status in canada fleeing my abusive father. N' at the freaking lawyers office there's this 32 yr old guy saying when he never hears from me he's worried n' he's head over heals with me. K 3 times i have deliberatly not called him... told him that i don't have time for him... n' he's still on my ASS! FUCK OFF... i already have someone am interested in.

Well i hope to be working on getting my work permit soon... so we'll see how that goes.

Hmmm wat else... oh n' i have to give up ANOTHER kitty. ' . Am so sad. My only good friend i see on a regular basis is moving to the other side of town. ' *sniff sniff*.

I got a saved dinner n' PNA yesterday... heck i guess i should count my blessings. I got my PIF (form i have to fill in for the refugee process) right in the first shot. N' my story is in n' i meet with my lawyer on friday. Hope that goes good.

EGAD!!!

BILLZ... now am realy realy sad.
Previous post Next post
Up