Aug 01, 2009 23:30
Ashley and myself went out to two movies in the last couple of days: Harry Potter and Moon. Most sources made a really big deal out of the new Harry Potter.. that it was Potter perfected and Rowling's dream finally realised on film. We just thought it was another Harry Potter movie.. I thought Hogwarts felt a lot less surreal and magical this time around. Moon was really good though... I liked a lot of the games it played with you and your assumptions.
I really like going on dates with Ashley, no matter where we go it's always a lot of fun and I always feel like we've just met, although it's a lot more comfortable than that, no butterflies or anything. It feels really good to show her off, that I have someone beautiful and that we love each other. i don't think that one should have to but I feel like it's a good remedy for my past. It's nice to get away from the baby sometimes because the presence of him can sometimes make things feel less vibrant and new. Babies sure are a challenge! We're both doing really good right now. Ashley has come across a really exceptional job opportunity which will help us out a lot in the future with our ambitions to get a nice two-story house, so long as everything flows in the right direction.
In short, things are good. I love being in love... and I found that song. Those songs you forget completely, in every way except the memory of the song and how it made you feel. I get so sad when I can't remember it and feel like I've lost something beyond measure, beyond time and I won't ever be able to get it back. It's nice when you can find it again and bring that whole world back in your own. This one took almost a year to find again, which is pretty long considering how hard I've been searching for it.