Scream At the Top of My Lungs...
Alright. Emotions are the craziest things ever. When you think you feel one way, emotions turn around, slap you in the face, and tell you that you don't feel that way anymore. I have just been thinking about what I want lately. I think that I officially know what I truely want. I want to be at peace. I want to be able to be comfortable with myself and be comfortable with everyone else. There are things in life that you will at one point take advantage of. I have taken advantage of way too much in the past couple weeks. I've hurt people that I truely did not mean to hurt in the lease bit. I just want to be happy now and at peace. Everythings winding into one big ball and I want to be able to unwind that ball and finally be happy with who I am and who I want to be. I love to be able to walk into school KNOWING that i have friends that care about me and that wouldn't trade me for anything, but I want something more with someone. I want to feel the way I did a couple years back. Feeling that way was honestly the best. The way I would describe those feelings is just pure happiness. Even if you are sad, you're happy because you know someone loves you...
Alright, enough with the emotional shit.
I don't want to start every sentence with "Today I..." because it gets very repetative. I'm just going to do this.
I went to the DMV with Kody after school and after getting lunch and we waited in Line for a couple hours. I think it was a total of 3 hours there at the DMV. Kody passed his license test. That was basically all I did today. Afterall, it is Thursday. Tomorrow will bring better I hope.
It has been very weird driving to school and having my license in general. Don't get me wrong it is one of the best things that will happen in my life aside from turning 21 and being able to drink however much I want untill i puke all over myself. That is going to be a great year for me.
Still wishing everything will soon change
-Chris
Alright, enough with the emotional shit.
I don't want to start every sentence with "Today I..." because it gets very repetative. I'm just going to do this.
I went to the DMV with Kody after school and after getting lunch and we waited in Line for a couple hours. I think it was a total of 3 hours there at the DMV. Kody passed his license test. That was basically all I did today. Afterall, it is Thursday. Tomorrow will bring better I hope.
It has been very weird driving to school and having my license in general. Don't get me wrong it is one of the best things that will happen in my life aside from turning 21 and being able to drink however much I want untill i puke all over myself. That is going to be a great year for me.
Still wishing everything will soon change
-Chris