Aug 18, 2009 20:54
Sniffles. Tired. Depression....
I haven't felt this way in a long time. I hated LA and I cried and my dad called me every week because he wanted to check on me. But this....this makes me remember why....all the anger, the bad days, all the reasons.
Nothing....
I know that this isn't clear.
I want to scream. And I try to remember Temporary. Its a lot of temporary. I can and will ignore this.
I am not a good person when I am around my mom. I've been away too long to come back to this.
I want you to know. how hard I am trying.......Cause I am trying to make this work.
wishing it was different,
wierd,
sad,
scream,
long,
stupidity,
mad,
meh,
lonely,
iritated