Aug 03, 2009 16:03
It isnt though I faint
Its that my stomach wont stop long enough for me to eat
Its knowing that you'll never look at me like I look at you
Its knowing that, but trying to tell myself to stop thinking about you
because it just wont happen.
Love you anyway.
This is sick and I need help. Seriously.
Goal: to fall in love with a guy who is in love with me. Not to pine for a repeat kiss that will probably never happen.
Second goal: To love a guy I can respect. I tend to end up in relationships where the guys who like/ love me I cannot respect. This is a problem. Corollary to this problem is the fact that most guys I do respect would not date me ever.
Studying is going really well....cant you tell.
iritated,
nervous