perfect as if my wings were like yours...
...but im falling down.
the past week has not been good/fun. whhaatever. i cant do anything about it. really...i think. i dont know. id like to forget about him as soon as possible. so if anyones got a hot emo boy with girl pants and shaggy hair they wanna send my way...ya know feel free...*wink wink nudge nudge*
i guess thats all for now. enthralling i know.
Let me believe, let me be anything at all xo.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[wallet]: purple, lime green, and i think blue...its all geometric-y
[jewelry worn daily]: silver studs, they go with everything so why bother ruining a good thing?
[pillow cover]: one is mulitcolored stripes and the other right now is yellow
[coffee cup]: whatever i grab first.
[shoes]: um i dont have many i need more. theyre boring. i have like 2 pairs of high heels which i barely wear and my converse and my vans.
[colgne/perfume]: clinique happy heart, and this one i cant think of right now
[wearing now]: blue long sleeve shirt with drums on it, checkered seatbelt belt, jeans, converse, mismatched socks cause i was in a rush this morning.
[hair]: blone, lots of layers, really long, at the moment its curly and up.
[talking to]: no one. im feeling somewhat anti social
[eating]: nothing.
[some of your fav movies]: monty python and the holy grail, 10 things i hate about you, pshh i cant think at the moment. too tired.
[whats one of your major flaws]: i have no/little self-esteem.
[what do you fear]: serial killers, venomous animals, dying, syringes (sp.?)
[do u believe in love]: yeah kinda.
[do you believe in soul mates]: somewhat...
[do you believe in love at first site]: nah...there could be a strong attraction but not love.
[if u could have any animal for a pet]: hmm i like my cat harvey/april shes rad.
[name 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to]: boston, nyc, l.a
[what are some of your fav chillin foods]: chillin foods? i suppose that means snackfood or something...cheese balls cause they cause mass wars in front of cost cutters...
[what's something you wish you could understand better]: geometry/mathematics, why boys are incredibly dumb.
[anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time]: lets not go there right now but yes.
In the last 24 hours have you:
01. Cried: no
02. bought something: yeah, lunch
03. taken a shower: yup
04. Sang: im always singing. in the middle of class i just break out into song. im crazy like that.
05. Eaten: yea
06. Been kissed: no. this question sucks.
07. Felt stupid: yup
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't? sorta...its a love/hate thing but i dont think its love so i wont.
09. Met someone new: kinda...he just invited me and my friends to a free show
10. Moved on: i wish. this question sucks too.
11. Talked to an ex: yeh
12. Missed an ex: hah no.
13. talked to someone you have a crush on: crush? pshh...
14. have you kissed your crush? no.
15. missed someone: yea.
16. hugged someone: yea.
17. Fought with your parents: you bet
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: i hope not. i dont remember my dream from last night.
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend(s): georgia, lauren, jessie, erica, tt
02. Best guyfriend(s): paul.
03. Boy/Girlfriend?: pshh. no.
05. aim: yup
06. My Hobbies: art, fencing
07. Cell: im not cool enough for a cell phone
08. are you the center of attention or the wallflower: pshh i dunno.
09. what type of automobile do u drive: i dont have a car. i dont have my permit. therefore it is pointless for me to have a car.
10. do you have a job: no
11. do you attend church: not often
12. do you like being around people: sure. if theyre not assholes
13. Who: like i have the incentive to list them? please...
People
01. have you known the longest: leslie
02. do you argue the most with: parents, probably ashten we debate alot.
03. do you always get along with: i get along well with a lot of people normally.
04. is the most trustworthy: ok hi they all are otherwise they wouldnt be my friends. duh.
05. makes you laugh the most: lauren and jen. oh and courtney cause we rock as stuart
06. is the nicest: well thats a dumb questioin
07. has the coolest parents: georgias parents are way rad
08. has the coolest siblings: uh jessie cause she has so many
09. is the most blunt: tt. but in a good way
10. is the smartest: jen probably
Personal:
01. who is your role model: theyre way overrated
02. what are some of your pet peeves: compulsive lying, shifty behavior, people who go "oh im so fat...im not gonna eat and if i do im gonna throw it all back up." (well they dont say that exactly..) ignorance, jackasses, guys who lead you on.
03. have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: haha all the time. its my hobby.
04. have you ever cried over the opposite sex: *le sigh* ugh. occasionally.
05. do you have a "type" of person you always go after: im a sucker for sweet talking guys with shaggy hair and girl pants. *le sigh*
06. have you ever lied to your best friend: i have not and i couldnt
07. ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: oh you bet.
09. rather have a relationship or a "hookup": both are super.
10. want someone you don't have right now: um yeah? wasnt this question asked already? christ...
11. ever liked your best guy/girl friend: usually the guys i like are my friends cause im dumb like that.
12. do you want to get married: eventually
13. do you want kids: yeah.
15. do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no fucking way man. im 15 ive got more than enough time to worry about that..
17. what is your favorite part of your emotional being: im not sure what the hell youre asking...but the feeling when its summer or spring and youre in the car with the windows down and youre blasting music and you could go anywhere. its the feeling of freedom i suppose...
18. are you happy with you: eh...kinda
19. are you happy with your life: yeah
the past week has not been good/fun. whhaatever. i cant do anything about it. really...i think. i dont know. id like to forget about him as soon as possible. so if anyones got a hot emo boy with girl pants and shaggy hair they wanna send my way...ya know feel free...*wink wink nudge nudge*
i guess thats all for now. enthralling i know.
Let me believe, let me be anything at all xo.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[wallet]: purple, lime green, and i think blue...its all geometric-y
[jewelry worn daily]: silver studs, they go with everything so why bother ruining a good thing?
[pillow cover]: one is mulitcolored stripes and the other right now is yellow
[coffee cup]: whatever i grab first.
[shoes]: um i dont have many i need more. theyre boring. i have like 2 pairs of high heels which i barely wear and my converse and my vans.
[colgne/perfume]: clinique happy heart, and this one i cant think of right now
[wearing now]: blue long sleeve shirt with drums on it, checkered seatbelt belt, jeans, converse, mismatched socks cause i was in a rush this morning.
[hair]: blone, lots of layers, really long, at the moment its curly and up.
[talking to]: no one. im feeling somewhat anti social
[eating]: nothing.
[some of your fav movies]: monty python and the holy grail, 10 things i hate about you, pshh i cant think at the moment. too tired.
[whats one of your major flaws]: i have no/little self-esteem.
[what do you fear]: serial killers, venomous animals, dying, syringes (sp.?)
[do u believe in love]: yeah kinda.
[do you believe in soul mates]: somewhat...
[do you believe in love at first site]: nah...there could be a strong attraction but not love.
[if u could have any animal for a pet]: hmm i like my cat harvey/april shes rad.
[name 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to]: boston, nyc, l.a
[what are some of your fav chillin foods]: chillin foods? i suppose that means snackfood or something...cheese balls cause they cause mass wars in front of cost cutters...
[what's something you wish you could understand better]: geometry/mathematics, why boys are incredibly dumb.
[anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time]: lets not go there right now but yes.
In the last 24 hours have you:
01. Cried: no
02. bought something: yeah, lunch
03. taken a shower: yup
04. Sang: im always singing. in the middle of class i just break out into song. im crazy like that.
05. Eaten: yea
06. Been kissed: no. this question sucks.
07. Felt stupid: yup
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't? sorta...its a love/hate thing but i dont think its love so i wont.
09. Met someone new: kinda...he just invited me and my friends to a free show
10. Moved on: i wish. this question sucks too.
11. Talked to an ex: yeh
12. Missed an ex: hah no.
13. talked to someone you have a crush on: crush? pshh...
14. have you kissed your crush? no.
15. missed someone: yea.
16. hugged someone: yea.
17. Fought with your parents: you bet
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: i hope not. i dont remember my dream from last night.
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend(s): georgia, lauren, jessie, erica, tt
02. Best guyfriend(s): paul.
03. Boy/Girlfriend?: pshh. no.
05. aim: yup
06. My Hobbies: art, fencing
07. Cell: im not cool enough for a cell phone
08. are you the center of attention or the wallflower: pshh i dunno.
09. what type of automobile do u drive: i dont have a car. i dont have my permit. therefore it is pointless for me to have a car.
10. do you have a job: no
11. do you attend church: not often
12. do you like being around people: sure. if theyre not assholes
13. Who: like i have the incentive to list them? please...
People
01. have you known the longest: leslie
02. do you argue the most with: parents, probably ashten we debate alot.
03. do you always get along with: i get along well with a lot of people normally.
04. is the most trustworthy: ok hi they all are otherwise they wouldnt be my friends. duh.
05. makes you laugh the most: lauren and jen. oh and courtney cause we rock as stuart
06. is the nicest: well thats a dumb questioin
07. has the coolest parents: georgias parents are way rad
08. has the coolest siblings: uh jessie cause she has so many
09. is the most blunt: tt. but in a good way
10. is the smartest: jen probably
Personal:
01. who is your role model: theyre way overrated
02. what are some of your pet peeves: compulsive lying, shifty behavior, people who go "oh im so fat...im not gonna eat and if i do im gonna throw it all back up." (well they dont say that exactly..) ignorance, jackasses, guys who lead you on.
03. have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: haha all the time. its my hobby.
04. have you ever cried over the opposite sex: *le sigh* ugh. occasionally.
05. do you have a "type" of person you always go after: im a sucker for sweet talking guys with shaggy hair and girl pants. *le sigh*
06. have you ever lied to your best friend: i have not and i couldnt
07. ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: oh you bet.
09. rather have a relationship or a "hookup": both are super.
10. want someone you don't have right now: um yeah? wasnt this question asked already? christ...
11. ever liked your best guy/girl friend: usually the guys i like are my friends cause im dumb like that.
12. do you want to get married: eventually
13. do you want kids: yeah.
15. do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no fucking way man. im 15 ive got more than enough time to worry about that..
17. what is your favorite part of your emotional being: im not sure what the hell youre asking...but the feeling when its summer or spring and youre in the car with the windows down and youre blasting music and you could go anywhere. its the feeling of freedom i suppose...
18. are you happy with you: eh...kinda
19. are you happy with your life: yeah