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I'm real sad today,i just feel alot of pressure about things and i feel lonely.I miss my ex boyfriend but i'm just to hard headed to go back to HIM.That never has happened so that would be weird.My parents are a hole differet story,sence the baby has been born is like i can't have a life because i have to care for the baby too.I mean doesn't she have enough with her mother.I don't know,guys are just so comfusing and i'm just tired of dealing with them also.My friends is all drama also and i can't help them,and help myself also.I'm a junior and still have no idea what i'm going to do after school is finished and i'm pretty closed to it.My both best friends are leaving the state and i'll still be stuck in florida while i have no one to look out for me anymore.I just feel like this hole year is going extra wrong and it all makes me sad.I wanna be happy but i just think to much of all this stuff.I know i should stop cuz it hasn't happen yet,but i can't help thinking that it will ...............