Jul 29, 2005 00:07
i don't understand how someone can just hurt u so much by just letting u go.i mean u think that u want to be free but when u get that freedom,all u can think of is that person that always hold on to u before.people are always going to break your heart but you'll always rememeber that first person that did it 4 the first time.is so hard for me to let go,but i guess all i needed was for someone to do it for me.but i just never thought that it was going to hurt this much,or that i was going to feel like i do right now.its been only half a hour and i can't even believe that i'm alone again.i never wanted to hurt this person,but i guess some how i still did.i guess that the hardest i tryed to not hurt him,the most i did.is funny how life works sometimes,but u just never know whats coming your way the hole time.i wish i knew that i was going to hurt like this after,because i would of passed on it.i guess i haved learned from this experienced and hopefully it will help me,and him to be better with someone that we cared for so much in your lifes,and someone we'll never forget.......