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Life sucks as of now. There are several things that have been going wrong. I liked someone....but i was treated like shit. all i ever asked for was a friendship...although i liked him...thats all i wanted was a friendship. hed be an awesome friend but oh well. i try to talk to him...i try to hang out. he only talks to me at skool. and still its only hey...whats up...or just a look and a sneaky smile. oh well. guess im not suitable for a friendship. i have a couple interests...but im not sure if i want to go through with them. who knows. but umm....we are moving in two weeks. we have to be out of the house by may 12 or 17. i cant really remember. theres a beautiful house in covington that i really love...but i dont think my mom likes it as much as i do. im in love with it. it needs a lot of work but im willing to put a lot of time into it. I love Phuong and Anand. They have been there for me this entire time. No matter what happens they tell me straight up. no matter if it kills me to hear it or not. and i love them both for it. thanks guys. i dont think i could ask for better friends than that. school is going ok i guess. its school so of course its not really a good thing. haha. some of my friendships are going a little rocky. they havent fallen through yet but im sure they are on the verge. i try to keep them together but its really hard to please an assload of people all at one time. But i need to take a shower....love all you guys.
~beth~
~beth~