~worst night~
Last night was horrible. i go to scottys with ruben and my sis...planning on have a wonderful time. im with ruben...we are going to hang out with a bunch of our friends...its going to be great. well in the beginning it was. we were having a blast. atleast i was...and he seemed to be. well as the night progressed...and ruben drank a lil more...he seemed to get a lil agitated. he came downstairs with me...after i cracked up at sammy...and i was playing solitaire. to calm me down. welll he came down and was sitting next to me and watching me play. he got up to play games...and so i called next game of pool...he then asked why i was sitting by myself and i told him that i was waiting to play pool. me and robert finished playing...then scott lewis came in. we were talking about stupid shit...rumors! ruben came over and said he was pissed at me...i asked him twice to tell me and he wouldnt...so i walked outside. a lil while later robert came out...pulled me over and cussed me out. so im standing there after he told me that i didnt care about ruben like he cared about me....and im balling. i go outside to his car...where ruben is sitting in the freezing ass cold...and i sit with him and talk. he tells me that he was planning on askine me out that night....blah blah blah...so i start crying once more. i finally get him to come inside and sleep with me...after i told him i wasnt going inside til he did...and that if he was going to sit and freeze then i would. we went to bed...woke up this morning and everything was fine. we're ok now...lol. i think. my sister goes home today...thank god...i wanted ruben to come but i dont think he wants to...so ill just go to the movies with him when i get back. lol. we are going to see the seed of chucky. im excited...i love watching scary movies with him...hehe....but got to go...just got in from outside and i smell horrible....love ya...bye