Me and My Diets (stupid rambling of the day)
Yes, it's been a while since i posted anything on my own LJ. Been posting nothing other than my distress and disbelief on some people, and now expressing something about my eating habits. I'm a big fan of junk food. something in the junk food makes me wanna consume it more than any home cooking meals at home. sometimes its hard to believe, but i once think that if i have all the money in the world, i wont eat at home, but eat outside. i did eat more than i can chew, up to the point where i gain weight to a degree where my parents couldn even stand it anymore. yes, it might seem like a pointless rambling of a teenager, but i'm not a teenager anymore. health has always been the biggest issue in the family n greater family, but for some reason, i dont care, n at one point, i was told to do diets. went to a dietician, get medicated, lose the weight, was proud of it, until i went out of control (again) and gain even more and more than i can chew.
recently i just started another diet with my colleague. she said she went there n lose a lot, n even celebrities went to the same doctor. i thought "well, the method is the same, pretty much, minus this n that." but apparently, it's working pretty well right now. been goin there for 4 times, n lost 3.5 kg. didn lose anything this week, but wishing i can lose more. i gotta stick with myself and resolution to lose that extra, extra, extra fat. but who knows. i just hope once i lose the weight up to the point where i think its enough, i wont lose to my desire to eat more and gain more weight. pray for me, my fellow LJ friends, so i dont lose myself to the gluttony desires. :p
chiki signing off. ^^
recently i just started another diet with my colleague. she said she went there n lose a lot, n even celebrities went to the same doctor. i thought "well, the method is the same, pretty much, minus this n that." but apparently, it's working pretty well right now. been goin there for 4 times, n lost 3.5 kg. didn lose anything this week, but wishing i can lose more. i gotta stick with myself and resolution to lose that extra, extra, extra fat. but who knows. i just hope once i lose the weight up to the point where i think its enough, i wont lose to my desire to eat more and gain more weight. pray for me, my fellow LJ friends, so i dont lose myself to the gluttony desires. :p
chiki signing off. ^^