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I'm sorry ok? You're not a horrible person. How do you expect me to understand you when I don't understand myself sometimes?
It was like everything in my life had just suddenly become better. People telling me how lucky I was. I thought something had finally worked out. I was so happy and then all of it rips out from under me. This whole relationship thing, just doesn't work out for me. Those words kind of hurt. Oh we need to break up but I still really like you alot. What? Does that even make sense? It seems I always have to understand. I thought the relationship was going to last for a long time. Well I was wrong. Nothing new there anyways? Right? I'm tired of this. That's the only thing I do understand.
I'm tired of trying to make people feel sorry for me.
I'm tired of trying to describe my emotions.
The truth is...I'm tired of trying to "understand".
It was like everything in my life had just suddenly become better. People telling me how lucky I was. I thought something had finally worked out. I was so happy and then all of it rips out from under me. This whole relationship thing, just doesn't work out for me. Those words kind of hurt. Oh we need to break up but I still really like you alot. What? Does that even make sense? It seems I always have to understand. I thought the relationship was going to last for a long time. Well I was wrong. Nothing new there anyways? Right? I'm tired of this. That's the only thing I do understand.
I'm tired of trying to make people feel sorry for me.
I'm tired of trying to describe my emotions.
The truth is...I'm tired of trying to "understand".