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Jul 14, 2005 13:31

ryan lets me make out with billy,
but he won't allow me to hang out with derrick, vinnie, or mike.
hmph. =[

thats weird?

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xpink_mingox July 14 2005, 17:47:33 UTC
just a little odd..

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chikchik__bang July 14 2005, 18:13:34 UTC
mhmm.

i guess it's cause he knows i don't have feelings for billy lol.
long story, i guess. but i just don't understand why he flips
when i hang out with derrick vinnie and mike. maybe cause theyre attractive.
i dont know. weird.

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xpink_mingox July 14 2005, 18:24:57 UTC
welll the logical thing to do wuld be to let him know that you dont have feelings for derrick vinnie and mike..
but its always easier said than done..

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chikchik__bang July 15 2005, 14:56:50 UTC
haha i know, i let him know all the time.
i dont know. =\

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xpink_mingox July 15 2005, 15:05:34 UTC
odd.. well i have no clue
i guess his logic says you cant have many guys friends if youre going to stay loyal to him? idk

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chikchik__bang July 15 2005, 15:20:39 UTC
i think so.
which is bad?
cause im not friends with guys

so last night, we were at a local show
and i never go to local shows with him
FOR THIS REASON. he was depressed the whole time
cause i wouldnt let him hold me the entire time
I WAS WITH ALLLLLLL MY FRIENDS, IM GONNA TALK TO MORE PEOPLE THAN HIM
and supposidly i was flirting with EVERYONE.
okay, im not saying i was flirting, but if i was,
DO YOU REALLY THINK ID FLIRT WITH THEM WITH RYAN STANDING RIGHT THERE?
thats what i said to him

and he apologized
and he said he just loves me TOOOOOO much
and he knows i can do so much better than him
and one day, im supposidly gonna notice that
and leave him. supposidly. according to him.
he said he just loves me so much he just doesn't ever want to lose me.

or something.

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xpink_mingox July 15 2005, 15:32:40 UTC
aww
poor kid
i think hes being sincere when he says that.. but then again how would i know
but you should tell him something like youre going to feel too cramped if you dont get your space.. if you dont get to hang out with all of your friends
he might reconsider, seeign how he loves you that much

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chikchik__bang July 15 2005, 15:37:27 UTC
wait. i meant. im not friends with girls.
im only friends with guys, haha.
he is being very sincere when he says that...and i can tell completely.

i dont know. i just dont know what to say to the kid.
me and mike were kung-foo fighting over a bracelet,
and ryan got all sad and had to go for a walk?
it was like, weird. there was no reason to get sad. mike is my best friend.
maybe ryan is just jealous of the relationship me and mike have?
THIS IS WHY I CANT TAKE HIM TO SHOWS..
even though he's in a band? haha. idk. im not taking him to other shows unless he's performing in them. i cant take it.

youre right, i should tell him i feel cramped, he should understand

thanks for the advice ♥

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xpink_mingox July 16 2005, 06:45:25 UTC

well your guy sounds like a keeper
and if he is he'll understand where youre coming from.. even if it takes a while

im here anytime you want to talk, babe
<3

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