#12
Title:a drunken mistake or a miracle? <6/?>
Co-Writer: Kaeda-chan (if it wasnt because of her,this fic wouldn't be as good as it is now)
Pairing:Matsumiya,juntoshi,sakuraiba
genre:smut,Mpreg,fluff,angst
rating:pg-13 to NC-17
disclaimer:as much as i wish they only belong to themselves.
Summary:first this fic is not Au,jun and nino don’t like each other,but everything change after they spend a drunken night together,which make nino pregnant,they will have their up and down and their try to be beside each others?something like that.
A/N: I really like Mpreg for my CUTE arashi members,so why matsumiya,there is a great ohmiya mpreg by sheranino,a great sakuraiba and sakumiya by (I hope I wrote her name right) saana so this time let jun enjoy being a father.
how it happened(chapter1)
Abortion,or just a simple lie(chapter2)
what i do for you(chapter3)
your here now(chapter4)
Be happy(chapter5)
"Ju..Jun.." Nino moaned into Jun's full lips. His toes curled at the sensation of Jun's hands wandering across his body. He ran his fingers through Jun's hair and threw his head back in pleasure, exposing his beautiful neck. Jun momentarily placed butterfly kisses all over his neck, making the older man sigh softly.
"Kazu…" Jun called back, sealing his lips in a deep kiss. He unbuckled Nino’s belt, playing with its zipper.
"Please…" the older male begged for more, when he saw that Jun parted himself from Nino. Jun looked down at the man beneath him and smiled warmly, caressing his cheek. He bent down again and planted a soft kiss on Nino's lips lovingly, whispering into his lips
"I love you, Kazu"
"Oh God!" Nino woke up with a loud gasp. He panted and the beads of sweat rolled from his forehead to his temples. He stared at the ceiling with his chest heaving.
He couldn't close his eyes; the mental images of his dream appear instantly. So he just stared at the ceiling for half an hour.
All the thoughts we manage to avoid during daytime would make their way in our manids at night. So Nino wasn't a bit of an exception. He thought about everything he tried to avoid thinking of.
What will happen after the kid is born? Will Jun leave him or will he stay by his side? What will happen to their kid? What would they do about paparazzi after the baby's born? What they would do about Johnny? Sooner or later, everybody will find out about the baby. What will they do then? Will Jun stay by his side throughout all the commotion? Will Jun stay at least a friend for him despite going out with Ohno? Will Jun take care of him despite being a loyal boyfriend of their Leader?
Will Jun say these three words to him at least once in his entire life?
Nino was sleepy and closed his eyes, but the Dreamland never accepted him in. He shifted in bed, moving from one side to another, but all the worries already made their way to his heart, and he couldn't fal asleep, no matter how much he actually wanted.
But then his gaze turned to the single couch in living room and he stared at it through opened door. His eyes were focused on the sleeping figure there.
"I love you, Kazu"
The soft voice resounded in his head.
I wish he'd say it for real, he thought and smiled sadly to himself. He watched the younger man shift and mumble something under his breath and then calm down again. Nino chuckled.
He stared at Jun for a long while, untill his eyelids became too heavy and he slowly drifted to sleep..
"I love you, Kazu"
***
"Riida!" Jun called Ohno's nickname, running through the hall after him.
"Oh, Jun, How is Nino?"Ohno smiled with his usual sleepy stare.
"Fine, he’s getting brattier with his mood swings and his craving for ice-cream is annoying, but he’s great, in all meanings." Jun laughed and rubbed the back of his head.
Then an awkward silence fell between them and they both didn't know what to say. Jun spent all the day before prepairing the right words to say when he meets Ohno, but all his efforts were damaged now.
What should I do, he thought nervously.
"Something's wrong, Jun? Do you need anything?" Ohno asked, letting Jun know that he was ready to listen to him (Also a long sleep on the couch in greenroom before going for another shooting sounded very alluring for him).
"Um…I don’t know how to say this." Jun licked his lips, which suddenly became too dry for his liking. Then he began nervously fidgeting with his fingers. How to say, how to say, how to say, he thought continuosly.
Gathering all of his courage, he finally looked up at Ohno.
"Do.. would you.. like to go out with me?" he finally babbled it out.
"You mean like a date?" Ohno aksed again scratching his chin, surprisingly calm (Not that he ever was excited or something).
Jun only nodded in response.
"What about Nino?"
"Oh, he said he's fine with it!" Jun hurried to assure Ohno, afraid that he would turn him down. "Actually, he was the one who told me to ask you on a date." he said. But when he saw Ohno's hesitant face and he hurriedly added: "But, of course, only if you want to.." his disappointed gaze fell on the floor. He knew it would turn out like that. He knew he wouldn't succeed in it. He made a mental note to kick Nino for dragging him into this embarrassment.
But then the mental note of kicking Nino suddenly turned into a note of hugging Nino as tightly as it was possible, when he heard Ohno say
"Okay."
"Eh?" his look snapped up. Jun stared at the older man in disbelief ”Okay for going out with me?” he asked him again, still not believing his ears.
"Woud you mind tomorrow's night?" Ohno tilted his head looking at him with a wide smile.
***
Jun kicked his shoes off at the genkin and walked inside. He opened his mouth to say his usual greeting, but stopped when he heard a familiar soft voice, pouring the room smoothly. He walked inside the living room, and he froze on his place.
There, on the couch that he slept on everynight, Nino sat crossleged. His hand hugging his plump tummy carefully. He lovingly sang for his baby as he caressed his stomach with his other hand, oblivious to the rest of the world. A calm and warm smile on his face, was nothing compared to the sunlight. His high-pitched, but soft voice was nothing compared to any nature sounds. The sun rays wrapped his fragile figure up and made his usually so pale face brighten a little.
He looks like a dream.
Without even realizing what he was doing Jun said these words aloud, yet quiet enough to not distract the older man. Jun dragged his cellphone and took a picture of Nino. Though the flashing sound caught Nino's attention and he looked at Jun.
"Oh, it's you, Jun" he slowly got up from his seat and walked towards Jun, when he saw the younger man coming out from his hideout. "Okaeri" Nino smiled and reached out his hands to take Jun’s bag.
"Tadaima." Jun replied with a wide smile on his face and instead of giving his bag to Nino he placed it on the floor. "How are you today?" he asked, not being able to hide his obvious concern.
"Agh I peed like 100 times today. This baby thinks my bladder is a squeezing toy, seriously!" he grumbled, thus making Jun chuckle loudly. "I've prepared dinner."
"Really?" Jun said excited sitting at the table ”You didn't need to do it, you know. I could do it myself.” he said brightly. His every movement emitted joy after Ohno said him 'okay'.
"I thought you might be tired." the gamer shrugged ”But you seem unexpectly happy, what happened?” Nino rose anyeyebrow, standing above him. His heartbeat raced. He knew it was coming. He knew what was coming.
Jun grinned widely, Ohno agreed to go out tomorrow night!” he almost shouted, not noticing the sudden misery in Nino’s eyes. Nino shook his head fast not wanting Jun to see it in his eyes.
“That’s great! We should celebrate it.” Nino beamed at Jun, clapping his hands while laughing. ”How about some ice-ream?”
***
"Ne, Aka-chan…" Nino whispered in a low voice, his hand slowly running up and down his stomach, ”I…I think I fell in love with your daddy.” letting out a shaking sigh, Nino shut his eyes tightly trying not to think about Jun’s soft lips, nor about his dream. Especially his dream.
How long was he going to suffer? He knew he had to be happy for Jun, because he was going to be with the person he loved. But no matter how hard he tried he couldn't bring himself to be happy.
And later he solaced his heart, letting his tears to fall one by one.
***
"Oh I'm sorry Jun-kun, but we're supposed to go to Sho-chan’s parent house. It’d be really bad if I don’t go.” Aiba said guiltily, when Jun asked him if he could come and watch over Nino.
"I- it's okay" Jun mumbled, thinking maybe he should cancel his date and postpone it until another night. But then he felt warmth on his arm and he looked at it. Nino's small hand reassuringly squeezed his arm and he smiled at the younger man.
“Jun go, I'll be fine.”
"But-"
"No buts, you've been waiting for this for so long,” the shorter male cut him off. He placed his index finger on Jun’s lips ”I'll keep my phone beside me and I promise if anyting happens, I'll call you right away.” Nino took his finger away and tilted his head asking 'okay?'.
"Are you sure?" Jen kept hesitating.
The answer was this old, adorable smile of Nino. His upper lip rolled up, showing his gum. The same smile that got Jun distracted for so many times.
Jun wondered what was he going to do?
He dreamt about his date with Ohno for so many times. He dreamt about how they will walk, holding hands. How they will be sitting in a café talking about everything and nothing at the same time. How they will laugh. How their hands would bump together when they will stretch them to take a salt. How Ohno would blush hard and how Jun will tease him later.
But why, why couldn't he think of anything other than Nino? Why couldn't he distract himself from thinking about his smile, curling lip, beautiful gum, pudgy hands.
"How about there?" Jun was snapped back to the reality from his thoughts by Ohno’s voice.
"I'm sorry, what?" Jun asked, feeling guilty for not listening to Ohno. He was with, he didn't have to think of Nino. He wanted to be with Ohno.
Why did he want to be with Nino now, then?
"You're not listening to what I'm saying" Leader pouted tugging Jun’s hands.
"I do, I really do…just spaced out for a moment" Jun laughed nervously avoiding the fact that he was thinking of Nino. Did he eat his dinner? Did he warm it up before eating? He ignored the itching urge to take his phone out of his pocket and call the older man to make sure that he was okay and that he was in his bed already..
The rest of the dinner they spent sitting in a small restaurant on the seaside, enjoying the view. Numerous stars were shining brightly in the skies, the cool breeze blew into their faces. They took off their shoes and enjoyed the already cold sand under their foots.
"Ah what a beautiful meteor shower" Ohno murmured. Both of them leaning onto rails of a bridge and watching the falling stars on the sky after they finished their dinner.
"It really is" Jun smiled widely, taking his phone out of his pocket. He readied its camera to take some pictures to show them to Nino on the next morning, so he'd be able to enjoy the view, too. But then an alert appeared him, warning that it was finished. And then his eyes caught the picture of Nino that he took yesterday, his eyes glowed to photo his heart began beating like crazy.
He really looks like an angel, he thought with a warm smile on his lips.
"Jun…" Jun turned his gaze to Ohno’s happy face, when he realized that their faces were inches apart.
"Ohno…" his hand fell to his side. Jun felt Ohno’s warm breath on his face when the artist moved closer, their faces only an inch away they closed their eyes and their lips met.
Jun forgot about everything. He forgot about the fact that they were in public and they had to be careful. He forgot about being cautios about paparazzi. He forgot how to breathe. He forgot about the sound of crickets. His heart forgot how to beat properly.
But he didn't forget about one particular someone who now was sitting alone at home.
Jun placed his hand on Ohno’s waist, his mind wanting to enjoy the kiss. He had to enjoy the kiss. He always, always dreamt about these lips. He always dreamt about this person. Then why, why even now, kissing the person he always thought he loved, he could only think about Nino? About how he was kissing him. About how his delicate lips pressed against his. How those thin lips made his mind go crazy. How this gum of the guy made him wish he would have all of this person to himself.
"I'm…I'm sorry, Ohno-kun" Jun slowly parted from the eldest Arashi member. "I can't." his look fell on the ground ashamed.
"It's Nino isn’t it?" Ohno smiled wisely.
"How-"
"It's about time you realize your real feelings to this guy." Ohno laughed stepping back.”from the first time when you began hanging around me I knew you liked him. Nino always was close to me, so you, trying to be close to Nino, was also beside me. And eventually, you misunderstood your feelings. You thought you love me, but veritably you don't."
"I…"
"When Nino got pregnant I thought you'll find out how you really feel about him. But I've never thought that you're even more dense than Aiba-chan.” Ohno grinned. "So then I thought that the only way for you to understand your true feelings is to make give you an opportunity to compare me with Nino. So that you'd understand that you want him more than me and that all this time you just made an illusion for yourself." Ohno said as he bent down to grabe a stone from ground.
“When you kissed me all you could think about was Nino, right?" he threw the stone in river and turned to face the still surprised Jun.
"What are you waiting for? This is not the palce you should be at right now."
Jun hugged Ohno. Who could have thought that this always spaced out guy is so wise? Who thought that he would help him? Who thought that he actually was even more stupid than Aiba?
"Thank you." he whispered and kissed Ohno's chubby cheek. His heart fluttered in gratitude and anticipation. Anticipation to see this guy that turned his life upside down.
Jun never thought that it was possible to run this fast. He ran with all his might, he was never this eager to get to his house.
There never was somebody who'd be waiting for him.
But now there was. There were two people waiting for him. Two precious people.
***
Nino sighed heavily as he washed his dish. Jun’s house was really quiet without him lecturing him about how he should eat, how he should rest and forget about his DS. Without him Nino had nobody to nag with his mood swings.
He sighed again, as he walked out of the kitchen. And right then his eyes caught falling snowflakes outside the window. He walked to the window and sat beside it, putting his chin on the cold granular limestone of the windowsill. He closed and all of his worries hit his mind again.
And he let his tears flow.
"I'm sorry, baby…" he murmured as he caressed his stomach "I told him to do it." he hiccupped. "But I just.. I don't think I'll be able to stand seeing him with Oh-chan” his voice broke down and he groaned slightly. His quiet sobbing broke the silence of the house.
Probably Jun is now somewhere with Ohno. Probably they are kissing. Probably they're confessing their huge love to each other. Probably they're holding each other in their arms.Probably their enjoying the view of the falling snow. Probably, they will go to Ohno's house and make love. They will make love, something so different from what happened between Nino and Jun.
What was that that happened between them? Can Nino say that it was making love? Or was it just a drunken one night stand?
He was cold. This wasn't winter coldness. This wasn't the coldness coming from the window. This wasn't coldness of the floor. This wasn't any kind of ordinary coldness.
It was a lonely coldness.
"At least I have you." he sobbed and then smiled through his tears and caressed his tummy.
But then suddenly he felt warmth. Two hands wrapped him up and he felt this familiar warmth. Beloved warmth.
"You shouldn’t sit on the floor beside window, you know it's cold here." Jun lectured him kindly, holding his body close to his own.
"Ju.. Jun? What are you doing here?" Nino lifted his swolen and red face to look up at the younger man.
Instead of an answer Jun cupped his face with one hand and silented him with a soft kiss. Taken aback by the sudden act, Nino forgot how to breathe, but it only took him a few second to kiss Jun back.
Jun smiled in their kiss. Nino's lips pressed against his felt so right. So right that he couldn't help his racing heart. His tearing eyes.
This, Jun thought when he remembered his kiss with Ohno. This is it.
"I want to…" this time he said it out loud. Parting from Nino he wiped his tears away, "I want to be with you."
"What about Oh-" he was silenced again when Jun broke in.
"I just want you." he kissed Nino again. This time Nino wrapped his hands around Jun's neck. Jun pulled Nino's slim body closer, warming them both up. He felt Nino's lip curve into a smile. And he smiled too without breaking the kiss. while the kiss continued Nino could've sworn that he was the happiest person in the whole world.
Making love, he thought, this was definitely making love.
But then suddenly Nino broke the kiss pulling himself away with a gasp.
"What? Did I hurt you?" Jun asked panicked but shut his mouth when Nino took his beautiful hand in his little pudgy one and palced it on his tummy.
Jun felt the small beats that came from Nino’s stomach.
"It's kicking." Jun almost shouted, ”the baby's kicking!” Jun beamed at Nino and hugged him with all his might. Nino laughed at his childish behavior.
"Yeah it's kicking" Nino smiled widely, cupping Jun’s face. They stared at each other earnestly, with only happiness and longing for love in their eyes.”It's our baby, Jun.” Nino murmured when Jun leaned in for another kiss, without his hand leaving his stomach and his lips Nino’s.
A/N:I know,I know the baby wont kick till 5 month,but oh well a man got pregnant I this fic,what more you expect?
and the hero of this week,*drum rolls* yes OH-CHAN (^3^)
Make me happy with your comments girl(and boys if there is any (^W^) )
Co-Writer: Kaeda-chan (if it wasnt because of her,this fic wouldn't be as good as it is now)
Pairing:Matsumiya,juntoshi,sakuraiba
genre:smut,Mpreg,fluff,angst
rating:pg-13 to NC-17
disclaimer:as much as i wish they only belong to themselves.
Summary:first this fic is not Au,jun and nino don’t like each other,but everything change after they spend a drunken night together,which make nino pregnant,they will have their up and down and their try to be beside each others?something like that.
A/N: I really like Mpreg for my CUTE arashi members,so why matsumiya,there is a great ohmiya mpreg by sheranino,a great sakuraiba and sakumiya by (I hope I wrote her name right) saana so this time let jun enjoy being a father.
how it happened(chapter1)
Abortion,or just a simple lie(chapter2)
what i do for you(chapter3)
your here now(chapter4)
Be happy(chapter5)
"Ju..Jun.." Nino moaned into Jun's full lips. His toes curled at the sensation of Jun's hands wandering across his body. He ran his fingers through Jun's hair and threw his head back in pleasure, exposing his beautiful neck. Jun momentarily placed butterfly kisses all over his neck, making the older man sigh softly.
"Kazu…" Jun called back, sealing his lips in a deep kiss. He unbuckled Nino’s belt, playing with its zipper.
"Please…" the older male begged for more, when he saw that Jun parted himself from Nino. Jun looked down at the man beneath him and smiled warmly, caressing his cheek. He bent down again and planted a soft kiss on Nino's lips lovingly, whispering into his lips
"I love you, Kazu"
"Oh God!" Nino woke up with a loud gasp. He panted and the beads of sweat rolled from his forehead to his temples. He stared at the ceiling with his chest heaving.
He couldn't close his eyes; the mental images of his dream appear instantly. So he just stared at the ceiling for half an hour.
All the thoughts we manage to avoid during daytime would make their way in our manids at night. So Nino wasn't a bit of an exception. He thought about everything he tried to avoid thinking of.
What will happen after the kid is born? Will Jun leave him or will he stay by his side? What will happen to their kid? What would they do about paparazzi after the baby's born? What they would do about Johnny? Sooner or later, everybody will find out about the baby. What will they do then? Will Jun stay by his side throughout all the commotion? Will Jun stay at least a friend for him despite going out with Ohno? Will Jun take care of him despite being a loyal boyfriend of their Leader?
Will Jun say these three words to him at least once in his entire life?
Nino was sleepy and closed his eyes, but the Dreamland never accepted him in. He shifted in bed, moving from one side to another, but all the worries already made their way to his heart, and he couldn't fal asleep, no matter how much he actually wanted.
But then his gaze turned to the single couch in living room and he stared at it through opened door. His eyes were focused on the sleeping figure there.
"I love you, Kazu"
The soft voice resounded in his head.
I wish he'd say it for real, he thought and smiled sadly to himself. He watched the younger man shift and mumble something under his breath and then calm down again. Nino chuckled.
He stared at Jun for a long while, untill his eyelids became too heavy and he slowly drifted to sleep..
"I love you, Kazu"
***
"Riida!" Jun called Ohno's nickname, running through the hall after him.
"Oh, Jun, How is Nino?"Ohno smiled with his usual sleepy stare.
"Fine, he’s getting brattier with his mood swings and his craving for ice-cream is annoying, but he’s great, in all meanings." Jun laughed and rubbed the back of his head.
Then an awkward silence fell between them and they both didn't know what to say. Jun spent all the day before prepairing the right words to say when he meets Ohno, but all his efforts were damaged now.
What should I do, he thought nervously.
"Something's wrong, Jun? Do you need anything?" Ohno asked, letting Jun know that he was ready to listen to him (Also a long sleep on the couch in greenroom before going for another shooting sounded very alluring for him).
"Um…I don’t know how to say this." Jun licked his lips, which suddenly became too dry for his liking. Then he began nervously fidgeting with his fingers. How to say, how to say, how to say, he thought continuosly.
Gathering all of his courage, he finally looked up at Ohno.
"Do.. would you.. like to go out with me?" he finally babbled it out.
"You mean like a date?" Ohno aksed again scratching his chin, surprisingly calm (Not that he ever was excited or something).
Jun only nodded in response.
"What about Nino?"
"Oh, he said he's fine with it!" Jun hurried to assure Ohno, afraid that he would turn him down. "Actually, he was the one who told me to ask you on a date." he said. But when he saw Ohno's hesitant face and he hurriedly added: "But, of course, only if you want to.." his disappointed gaze fell on the floor. He knew it would turn out like that. He knew he wouldn't succeed in it. He made a mental note to kick Nino for dragging him into this embarrassment.
But then the mental note of kicking Nino suddenly turned into a note of hugging Nino as tightly as it was possible, when he heard Ohno say
"Okay."
"Eh?" his look snapped up. Jun stared at the older man in disbelief ”Okay for going out with me?” he asked him again, still not believing his ears.
"Woud you mind tomorrow's night?" Ohno tilted his head looking at him with a wide smile.
***
Jun kicked his shoes off at the genkin and walked inside. He opened his mouth to say his usual greeting, but stopped when he heard a familiar soft voice, pouring the room smoothly. He walked inside the living room, and he froze on his place.
There, on the couch that he slept on everynight, Nino sat crossleged. His hand hugging his plump tummy carefully. He lovingly sang for his baby as he caressed his stomach with his other hand, oblivious to the rest of the world. A calm and warm smile on his face, was nothing compared to the sunlight. His high-pitched, but soft voice was nothing compared to any nature sounds. The sun rays wrapped his fragile figure up and made his usually so pale face brighten a little.
He looks like a dream.
Without even realizing what he was doing Jun said these words aloud, yet quiet enough to not distract the older man. Jun dragged his cellphone and took a picture of Nino. Though the flashing sound caught Nino's attention and he looked at Jun.
"Oh, it's you, Jun" he slowly got up from his seat and walked towards Jun, when he saw the younger man coming out from his hideout. "Okaeri" Nino smiled and reached out his hands to take Jun’s bag.
"Tadaima." Jun replied with a wide smile on his face and instead of giving his bag to Nino he placed it on the floor. "How are you today?" he asked, not being able to hide his obvious concern.
"Agh I peed like 100 times today. This baby thinks my bladder is a squeezing toy, seriously!" he grumbled, thus making Jun chuckle loudly. "I've prepared dinner."
"Really?" Jun said excited sitting at the table ”You didn't need to do it, you know. I could do it myself.” he said brightly. His every movement emitted joy after Ohno said him 'okay'.
"I thought you might be tired." the gamer shrugged ”But you seem unexpectly happy, what happened?” Nino rose anyeyebrow, standing above him. His heartbeat raced. He knew it was coming. He knew what was coming.
Jun grinned widely, Ohno agreed to go out tomorrow night!” he almost shouted, not noticing the sudden misery in Nino’s eyes. Nino shook his head fast not wanting Jun to see it in his eyes.
“That’s great! We should celebrate it.” Nino beamed at Jun, clapping his hands while laughing. ”How about some ice-ream?”
***
"Ne, Aka-chan…" Nino whispered in a low voice, his hand slowly running up and down his stomach, ”I…I think I fell in love with your daddy.” letting out a shaking sigh, Nino shut his eyes tightly trying not to think about Jun’s soft lips, nor about his dream. Especially his dream.
How long was he going to suffer? He knew he had to be happy for Jun, because he was going to be with the person he loved. But no matter how hard he tried he couldn't bring himself to be happy.
And later he solaced his heart, letting his tears to fall one by one.
***
"Oh I'm sorry Jun-kun, but we're supposed to go to Sho-chan’s parent house. It’d be really bad if I don’t go.” Aiba said guiltily, when Jun asked him if he could come and watch over Nino.
"I- it's okay" Jun mumbled, thinking maybe he should cancel his date and postpone it until another night. But then he felt warmth on his arm and he looked at it. Nino's small hand reassuringly squeezed his arm and he smiled at the younger man.
“Jun go, I'll be fine.”
"But-"
"No buts, you've been waiting for this for so long,” the shorter male cut him off. He placed his index finger on Jun’s lips ”I'll keep my phone beside me and I promise if anyting happens, I'll call you right away.” Nino took his finger away and tilted his head asking 'okay?'.
"Are you sure?" Jen kept hesitating.
The answer was this old, adorable smile of Nino. His upper lip rolled up, showing his gum. The same smile that got Jun distracted for so many times.
Jun wondered what was he going to do?
He dreamt about his date with Ohno for so many times. He dreamt about how they will walk, holding hands. How they will be sitting in a café talking about everything and nothing at the same time. How they will laugh. How their hands would bump together when they will stretch them to take a salt. How Ohno would blush hard and how Jun will tease him later.
But why, why couldn't he think of anything other than Nino? Why couldn't he distract himself from thinking about his smile, curling lip, beautiful gum, pudgy hands.
"How about there?" Jun was snapped back to the reality from his thoughts by Ohno’s voice.
"I'm sorry, what?" Jun asked, feeling guilty for not listening to Ohno. He was with, he didn't have to think of Nino. He wanted to be with Ohno.
Why did he want to be with Nino now, then?
"You're not listening to what I'm saying" Leader pouted tugging Jun’s hands.
"I do, I really do…just spaced out for a moment" Jun laughed nervously avoiding the fact that he was thinking of Nino. Did he eat his dinner? Did he warm it up before eating? He ignored the itching urge to take his phone out of his pocket and call the older man to make sure that he was okay and that he was in his bed already..
The rest of the dinner they spent sitting in a small restaurant on the seaside, enjoying the view. Numerous stars were shining brightly in the skies, the cool breeze blew into their faces. They took off their shoes and enjoyed the already cold sand under their foots.
"Ah what a beautiful meteor shower" Ohno murmured. Both of them leaning onto rails of a bridge and watching the falling stars on the sky after they finished their dinner.
"It really is" Jun smiled widely, taking his phone out of his pocket. He readied its camera to take some pictures to show them to Nino on the next morning, so he'd be able to enjoy the view, too. But then an alert appeared him, warning that it was finished. And then his eyes caught the picture of Nino that he took yesterday, his eyes glowed to photo his heart began beating like crazy.
He really looks like an angel, he thought with a warm smile on his lips.
"Jun…" Jun turned his gaze to Ohno’s happy face, when he realized that their faces were inches apart.
"Ohno…" his hand fell to his side. Jun felt Ohno’s warm breath on his face when the artist moved closer, their faces only an inch away they closed their eyes and their lips met.
Jun forgot about everything. He forgot about the fact that they were in public and they had to be careful. He forgot about being cautios about paparazzi. He forgot how to breathe. He forgot about the sound of crickets. His heart forgot how to beat properly.
But he didn't forget about one particular someone who now was sitting alone at home.
Jun placed his hand on Ohno’s waist, his mind wanting to enjoy the kiss. He had to enjoy the kiss. He always, always dreamt about these lips. He always dreamt about this person. Then why, why even now, kissing the person he always thought he loved, he could only think about Nino? About how he was kissing him. About how his delicate lips pressed against his. How those thin lips made his mind go crazy. How this gum of the guy made him wish he would have all of this person to himself.
"I'm…I'm sorry, Ohno-kun" Jun slowly parted from the eldest Arashi member. "I can't." his look fell on the ground ashamed.
"It's Nino isn’t it?" Ohno smiled wisely.
"How-"
"It's about time you realize your real feelings to this guy." Ohno laughed stepping back.”from the first time when you began hanging around me I knew you liked him. Nino always was close to me, so you, trying to be close to Nino, was also beside me. And eventually, you misunderstood your feelings. You thought you love me, but veritably you don't."
"I…"
"When Nino got pregnant I thought you'll find out how you really feel about him. But I've never thought that you're even more dense than Aiba-chan.” Ohno grinned. "So then I thought that the only way for you to understand your true feelings is to make give you an opportunity to compare me with Nino. So that you'd understand that you want him more than me and that all this time you just made an illusion for yourself." Ohno said as he bent down to grabe a stone from ground.
“When you kissed me all you could think about was Nino, right?" he threw the stone in river and turned to face the still surprised Jun.
"What are you waiting for? This is not the palce you should be at right now."
Jun hugged Ohno. Who could have thought that this always spaced out guy is so wise? Who thought that he would help him? Who thought that he actually was even more stupid than Aiba?
"Thank you." he whispered and kissed Ohno's chubby cheek. His heart fluttered in gratitude and anticipation. Anticipation to see this guy that turned his life upside down.
Jun never thought that it was possible to run this fast. He ran with all his might, he was never this eager to get to his house.
There never was somebody who'd be waiting for him.
But now there was. There were two people waiting for him. Two precious people.
***
Nino sighed heavily as he washed his dish. Jun’s house was really quiet without him lecturing him about how he should eat, how he should rest and forget about his DS. Without him Nino had nobody to nag with his mood swings.
He sighed again, as he walked out of the kitchen. And right then his eyes caught falling snowflakes outside the window. He walked to the window and sat beside it, putting his chin on the cold granular limestone of the windowsill. He closed and all of his worries hit his mind again.
And he let his tears flow.
"I'm sorry, baby…" he murmured as he caressed his stomach "I told him to do it." he hiccupped. "But I just.. I don't think I'll be able to stand seeing him with Oh-chan” his voice broke down and he groaned slightly. His quiet sobbing broke the silence of the house.
Probably Jun is now somewhere with Ohno. Probably they are kissing. Probably they're confessing their huge love to each other. Probably they're holding each other in their arms.Probably their enjoying the view of the falling snow. Probably, they will go to Ohno's house and make love. They will make love, something so different from what happened between Nino and Jun.
What was that that happened between them? Can Nino say that it was making love? Or was it just a drunken one night stand?
He was cold. This wasn't winter coldness. This wasn't the coldness coming from the window. This wasn't coldness of the floor. This wasn't any kind of ordinary coldness.
It was a lonely coldness.
"At least I have you." he sobbed and then smiled through his tears and caressed his tummy.
But then suddenly he felt warmth. Two hands wrapped him up and he felt this familiar warmth. Beloved warmth.
"You shouldn’t sit on the floor beside window, you know it's cold here." Jun lectured him kindly, holding his body close to his own.
"Ju.. Jun? What are you doing here?" Nino lifted his swolen and red face to look up at the younger man.
Instead of an answer Jun cupped his face with one hand and silented him with a soft kiss. Taken aback by the sudden act, Nino forgot how to breathe, but it only took him a few second to kiss Jun back.
Jun smiled in their kiss. Nino's lips pressed against his felt so right. So right that he couldn't help his racing heart. His tearing eyes.
This, Jun thought when he remembered his kiss with Ohno. This is it.
"I want to…" this time he said it out loud. Parting from Nino he wiped his tears away, "I want to be with you."
"What about Oh-" he was silenced again when Jun broke in.
"I just want you." he kissed Nino again. This time Nino wrapped his hands around Jun's neck. Jun pulled Nino's slim body closer, warming them both up. He felt Nino's lip curve into a smile. And he smiled too without breaking the kiss. while the kiss continued Nino could've sworn that he was the happiest person in the whole world.
Making love, he thought, this was definitely making love.
But then suddenly Nino broke the kiss pulling himself away with a gasp.
"What? Did I hurt you?" Jun asked panicked but shut his mouth when Nino took his beautiful hand in his little pudgy one and palced it on his tummy.
Jun felt the small beats that came from Nino’s stomach.
"It's kicking." Jun almost shouted, ”the baby's kicking!” Jun beamed at Nino and hugged him with all his might. Nino laughed at his childish behavior.
"Yeah it's kicking" Nino smiled widely, cupping Jun’s face. They stared at each other earnestly, with only happiness and longing for love in their eyes.”It's our baby, Jun.” Nino murmured when Jun leaned in for another kiss, without his hand leaving his stomach and his lips Nino’s.
A/N:I know,I know the baby wont kick till 5 month,but oh well a man got pregnant I this fic,what more you expect?
and the hero of this week,*drum rolls* yes OH-CHAN (^3^)
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