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hey whats goin on.. well these labtops fuckin suck cuz I wrote a whole long entry yesterday and it fuckin deleted it. man i was mad. oh well.. so anyways ill talk about the weekend first. Friday I went and got phil and his friend and then we went to his show. But I definately should just not of went to that show.. I had a horrible time really.. it was just bad. and I just kept bein a bitch to Phil. I dunno I was just mad..really mad and I feel really bad now but the way home was just horrible.. I cried so hard.. bleh.. oh well so anyways I just dont think I deserve Phil or at least thats what some people are saying but maybe theyre right. I dunno.. who knows.. whatever saturday I had work till 4 and then I went home and got ready and went out with Phil.. we ended up talking about alot and it kind of made it better. Im still sad about the whole thing.. but ill just have to deal with it. but at least we got it all straigtened out... then we went out to Phils house with sam and lauren and we went and got shaun and went to Toms party.. that was pretty fun I guess. Sam definately got her mac on before we left.. haha. aannd hten that night phil ended up sleepin over and we pulled it off. it was nice and sunday i had work till 11 and we went back to my house and ate and then we went to the mall and got me some new shoes. they are awesome whoo hoo and yeah that night phil had another show that I wen tto I wasnt really sure if I wanted to go but I did and we had fun it was very nice and yeah me and phil are going back out now.. i love that kid.. I just hope it all goes well now.. i think it will. umm yeah and thats pretty much it tomorrow is thanksgiving and i cant wait to eat.. haha it should be nice im goin to my uncles house and hes like a cook mm mm yeah.. haha. well im gonna go now Im so happy we get out early today well only at 2 but its all good.. lol. ttyl lyl -Jenny