Nov 06, 2003 08:31
hey whats goin on.. im just chillin in english right now and i felt like workin on my journal some more. well yeah nothin really has been goin on lately.. just alotta working. I worked like everyday this week.. carazy.. but yeah I've kinda been crappy lately. I duno what's wrong with me.. I just feel like kicking a wall. or somethin crazy like that. I wanna hit something.. well me and Phil aren't doin good. I don't think we're going out anymore. I mean I told him that I wanted to break up but I haven't talked to him yet. I think he might be ignoring me.. but I hope not. god I just wanna talk to him.. that's ALL I've been thinking about and it's seriously just killing me. I dunno what to do anymore. but yeah thats all that's really goin on.. well I didn't make cheerleading. that's another thing that just tore me apart I like wanted to die for like 3 days.. it was horrible. But yeah thats pretty much it.. Ill ttyl. Love Jenny