Friends
Well I've been talking to Joseph and after a lot of me talking I've come to the conclusion that I am sick of friends. I am so sick of dealing with friends, making plans, hanging out, having relationships I don't care anymore I'm just so tired of it. And I don't want any crap from any of you in my journal saying that you love me or that your sorry because most likely you are one of the friends that contributes to this. If I honestly stopped spending time or even chatting with everyone my life would pretty much be the same so I can't really say I care that much. It's sad I haven't been this pessimistic in awhile, maybe it'll go away. I'm sorry if I thoroughly piss off anyone. Truely I am. But if you really do care about me you'll actually think about it instead of immediatly rushing forward and saying something comforting.