May 26, 2007 09:16
Soooo the doctor thinks I'm hypoglycemic correct spelling plz? which means I have low blood sugar. That would explain a LOT of things....for instance I love to sleep and it's hard to wake me up...I get tired very easily and headaches quite often. x_x So....oh joy. They want to test my blood to see if there are any problems with my liver in continuing my medication. Okay....I've been on this medication for...one..two...SEVEN years about...so why would a problem with my liver start NOW!? I don't get it. T_T I'm really upset because at my last check-up which was Thursday I've found out I lost weight. That is really bad. I cannot afford to lose weight! That just freaks me out....>_<
Work is annoying. Not cause of the customers-oh no, some of those old people customers ROCK...like the other set of grandparents I've never had. The moms with the little kids are also very pleasant to serve. So the customers for the most part are made of win. I
t's my CO-WORKERS who are a pain in the ass to be around. They are not nice to me. They obviously don't like me at all. I mean four out of ten of them are what you COULD call friendly to me and that is IT. I try to be as pleasant as I can be despite that...but it doesn't work. They treat me like an idiot, are downright cold, and never include me in their conversations. I do space out a lot but I do my work like I'm supposed to! What's the problem, people!? Seriously now. T_T I'd give anything to quit this very minute to work at a bookstore or Suncoast where I'd actually FIT IN with the otaku crowd. Did you know? Geeks are nice people. XD I KNOW I could get along with ANY fan...this is a girl who can walk right up to total strangers in the anime section at Best Buy, have a ten minute conversation with them and walk away with their email address!
But guess what? The nearest store is like 20 miles away and I have no car or license for that matter. I HATE MY TOWN!!! USELESS!!! RAWR!!! BUMBLEF**K NOWHERE! THAT IS WHERE I LIVE.
Thank god for my fandom and my friends. Sometimes they're probably the only things that can keep me happy and cheerful. And my parents too...though they can be a bit...irritating sometimes.
Etto....I wanna be an AMV master and I daresay I'm off to a good start. XD