#1 oneshot :)

May 28, 2011 22:54

Title: Sacrifice
Author: chiibea15
Genre: Romance ( ?? im not good w/ this )
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun x Inoue Mao
Disclaimer: I do not own Matsumoto Jun nor Inoue Mao nor any characters that might appear. I only own the story :)
A/N: Finally~! I came up with something. Maybe I'll write something with a happy ending soon :) I really thinked this is through so it's a oneshot :P



"Don't you think it's for the better?"

He was not enjoying this conversation of them. Normally, when the two of them are together, their talks would be sweet and full of giggles. But today was different. He tend to make the conversation as serious as possible, to avoid the emotions of his to take over.

"Uhmm, if that what's you think..." she said, tears starting to fill up her eyes. It's really hard for her to comprehend why he wants to break up with her. And the fact that he was leaning away from the couch she was sitting on, his back turned to her, was not helping, since she can't see his expression.

"I'm really sorry, Mao-chan. I just think that you'll be happier without me. I mean, I'm always busy and I'm rarely home and --" he was cut off when she said,

"Mou ii. You don't have to say it nicely anymore, Jun. You just don't love me and that's it!" she shouted.

He turned around and saw her face just before she headed for the door. Her beautiful face, stained with tears and pain.

~ BAM ~

'This is the last time I'll make you cry,' he thought to himself, tears already falling from his lonely eyes. He did not want to break up with her.

God knows how much she made him happy, how much he loved her. But his love never seemed to reach her.

Everytime he comes home, he'll see her sound asleep in the couch, waiting for him. But when he observes her face closely, he always notices that she was crying, disappointed that he wasn't home early like he promised.

And what he hates the most, is that everytime they have their morning talks, she would still smile brightly at him, as if nothing happened. He would always apologize but she'll just shrug the subject off and will assure him that she undertand how busy he is and that work can run late sometimes.

He feels like she was suffering alone and the 'cause of it was him.
He felt that as long as he was an idol, he can never make her truly happy.

He desires for her to find someone that will give her happiness, even if it's not him.

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I just remembered the quote that said something like
love is a sacrifice and that love is when you'd rather see
the one you love happy, even if your not a part of it or you're
not the one making her happy ~!

COMMENTS are REALLY APPRECIATED :D
(can anyone suggest an idea to me?)

-matsumoto jun, -inoue mao, -oneshot

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